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And I just became such a mess I had to be put into a psychiatric ward on my own volition because I wanted to throw myself off ledges. I tried to a few times even.

It was a happy time.

edited 10th Apr '12 10:22:46 PM by Aondeug

If someone wants to accuse us of eating coconut shells, then that's their business. We know what we're doing. - Achaan Chah

Geez Weiss, quit being female me.

The emotions of others can seem like such well guarded mysteries, people 8egin to 8elieve that's how their own emotions should 8e treated.

I do believe that's when my image problems started as well...YAY. Fun times...Fun times...

If someone wants to accuse us of eating coconut shells, then that's their business. We know what we're doing. - Achaan Chah

So what have we learned once again?

Humans are really fucking flawed.

The emotions of others can seem like such well guarded mysteries, people 8egin to 8elieve that's how their own emotions should 8e treated.

Not me, I'm perfect.

The 5 geek social fallacies. Know them well.

I tried to get myself to throw up once out of curiosity during high school. I wonder how different my life would have been had I gone through with that...

If someone wants to accuse us of eating coconut shells, then that's their business. We know what we're doing. - Achaan Chah

Ah, geez, Aon, you really are a connoisseur for pain, aren't you? Though admittedly, I did get myself to throw up once because I was really sick and tired of going to school. Nope, mother saw right through that and I got to go to school hungry and with a very sore throat.

Man, it's stuff like that that you look back and wonder what the fuck you were thinking.

The emotions of others can seem like such well guarded mysteries, people 8egin to 8elieve that's how their own emotions should 8e treated.

I don't fink I've thrown up in three years or more. It's odd, but kinda cool.

Ponders too much; thinks too little. Currently goes by Knowlessman.

Yes. Also anxious, self hating, very eager to please everyone, meddlesome, and in possession of image issues.

If someone wants to accuse us of eating coconut shells, then that's their business. We know what we're doing. - Achaan Chah

I wish I had to look farther back than I do to find moments like that. :/

EDIT: I think the ad server thinks I'm a chick. It keeps giving me ads with pink all over 'em.

edited 10th Apr '12 10:51:51 PM by Artemis92

Ponders too much; thinks too little. Currently goes by Knowlessman.

Okay, now you're seriously just trying to look huggable, Aon.

And Artemis, let's be honest, life is making mistakes and then trying to avoid those mistakes thereafter.

The emotions of others can seem like such well guarded mysteries, people 8egin to 8elieve that's how their own emotions should 8e treated.

And hating yourself for walking into the same ones, over and over, like a toy robot into a wall.

Ponders too much; thinks too little. Currently goes by Knowlessman.

And manipulative.

If someone wants to accuse us of eating coconut shells, then that's their business. We know what we're doing. - Achaan Chah

At least you're not the one postspamming 'cause you're bored and wish you were asleep.

Ponders too much; thinks too little. Currently goes by Knowlessman.

Artemis, everyone repeats mistakes. It's pretty normal.

And Aon... yeah, you are. But you aren't particularly malicious about it. You are an attention whore, but, eh, everyone wants attention.

The emotions of others can seem like such well guarded mysteries, people 8egin to 8elieve that's how their own emotions should 8e treated.

It's sadly a rather destructive trait at times and I don't always notice I'm doing it.

If someone wants to accuse us of eating coconut shells, then that's their business. We know what we're doing. - Achaan Chah

I am me, destroyer of me, and I know damn well what I'm doing while I do it.

Random factoid: I tend to skip over songs that go on about the singer being in love. I feel even emptier and even lonelier when listen to them.

edited 10th Apr '12 11:04:25 PM by Artemis92

Ponders too much; thinks too little. Currently goes by Knowlessman.

Heh heh, the Aon trap that, what, half of all the guys on here you meet fall into?

Anyway, pick yourself up and smile. ^_^ It's a lovely evening.

The emotions of others can seem like such well guarded mysteries, people 8egin to 8elieve that's how their own emotions should 8e treated.

That rather disturbs me. I'm never sure what to do about it and some of them get rather weird about it.

If someone wants to accuse us of eating coconut shells, then that's their business. We know what we're doing. - Achaan Chah

...You speaking from experience up there, Ram?

Ponders too much; thinks too little. Currently goes by Knowlessman.

Yes, Artemis, yes I do.

Something about that intellectually unusual girl into a bunch of kinky stuff that's open about her feelings.

Yeap.

Anyway, Aon, I'll give you an answer to that one when I actually think of something.

edited 10th Apr '12 11:15:56 PM by Ramus

The emotions of others can seem like such well guarded mysteries, people 8egin to 8elieve that's how their own emotions should 8e treated.

Hi...

Hello pigeon, how's it going?

The emotions of others can seem like such well guarded mysteries, people 8egin to 8elieve that's how their own emotions should 8e treated.

An answer on how to deal with my admirers?

Could you PM it or something I'm going to head to bed now since I'm starting to doze off...It's not becauze I'm upset. Please don't think that. God this post sounds self concious as fuck. Oh hey a typo. Fuck it I'm not fixing it.

GOOD NIGHT.

If someone wants to accuse us of eating coconut shells, then that's their business. We know what we're doing. - Achaan Chah

Hell, I'll probably be going to sleep soon anyway; Aqueous Transmission just came on (Morning View; last track; Incubus album; been using it to get to sleep; mixed success).

EDIT: Sleeplink. Night.

EDIT 2: Wassup Mort Columbus.

edited 10th Apr '12 11:21:59 PM by Artemis92

Ponders too much; thinks too little. Currently goes by Knowlessman.