I am Élodie Hiras, a french university student. I love
Video Games,
Role-Playing Games (
Dungeons & Dragons,
Rolemaster) and Linux. I am a huge
Geek, and, even if my pseudonym is
is female, I am a male. Élodie Hiras is the name of my
guardian spirit and
Spirit Advisor, which are the same entity (and a part of myself, which merged with my main mind). I like the Internet because I don't have to pretend here, and I can be honest about myself. I am a student at the university (scientific studies), and I love
restrains, both on me and on other persons. I am also aroused by a little hurt like spanking,
am attracted to girls but wouldn't mind making out with a man,
have a very active libido, but put a really high value to love and
friendship.
TV tropes is ruining my life now.
Tropes that applies to me:
- Abusive Parents: My mother. Emotionally abusive.
- Berserk Button: Anyone saying that we should not hit women. Because that means men are fair game. Also, the mere mention that Rape Is Okay When Its Female On Male.
- Bi the Way: I like girls, but I wouldn't mind getting in bed with a guy.
- Brains and Bondage: I am quite smart. I am into BDSM.
- Brilliant, but Lazy: I can bring myself to work, but I only do the bare minimum I can. Which, unless I happen to be in a depression, is enough.
- Casual Kink: I sometimes casually mention BDSM and what I know about.
- Cat Boy: I plan on getting some cat ears and tail to wear.
- Chivalrous Pervert: I have a very active libido. I am always ready to help anyone.
- Cross Player: I almost only play girls in tabletop RPG and video games when you can chose between playing a man and a woman. I once gave a try in playing a transsexual in a tabletop RPG.
- Cute Clumsy Girl: Gender flipped. I am a cute clumsy boy.
- Dark and Troubled Past
- Daydream Believer: I was one once, believing in stories I created from scratch. I grew out of it at some point.
- Determinator: Sometimes, I can go down from the pressure, but... I always get back up.
- Driven to Suicide: I have already attempted suicide more than 30 times. None of them worked.
- Earn Your Happy Ending: Even though I suffered a lot, I managed to stay alive. Things are getting better. I even integrated Elodie back into my mind.
- Ethical Slut: I have a very active libido, and I believe everything is alright when it is SSC (Safe, Sane and Consensual). I would never sleep with a drunk girl for example.
- Et Tu, Brute?: I got hit by it hard, courtesy of: My childhood friend. My first friend and my first unrequited love in college. A friend I made in high school. My mother. Her new boyfriend. My brother. His girlfriend. My cousin.
- Face Palm: What I do when I see/hear someone saying/writing something just wrong with a straight face.
- Finger Gun: see Genius Ditz.
- Flat "What.": Basically what I say when going on Conservapedia. Or other stuff like that.
- Friendless Background: I never really had friends.
- Genius Ditz: I am pretty batshit insane, fingerbanging everything in sight when listening to music, with a tenuous grip on reality sometimes. I got half of my first university year while missing three quarters of the classes.
- Geek
- Good Feels Good: I feel really proud of myself after a good deed.
- Happily Failed Suicide: How I feel about the fact that I am still alive.
- I Know Kung-Fu: well, karate. Well, scratch karate, let's go for Krav-Maga.
- Keep The Reward: I already helped random strangers at the trainyard. Some offered me a coin for the trouble. I always declined.
- Leap of Faith: My way of saying suicide by jumping.
- Mind Rape: The effect bullying had on me. Causing my mind to break in two entities: me and Elodie.
- Nakama: I have one now.
- Parental Neglect: I suffered from it. My biological mother never really cared for me.
- Shout Out: I am a living shout out factory.
- Rape As Backstory: By a girl in college.
- Teens Are Monsters: I had to go through them.
- The Klutz: My exploits so far:
- Often dropping stuff I hold.
- Often pushing a door that needs to be pulled and vice versa.
- Often put some of my drinks on my clothes.
- The same for Ice Cream and yogurt.
- Often forgetting a staircase ending, hitting the ground when expecting air and vice versa.
- Cutting myself with a playing card (I believe it was an ace).
- I once ran into a glass wall outside my university classroom while talking on the phone.
- Slipping in a staircase.
- Walking into cables coming out of my computer (mouse, headphones...).
- Banging my toes against furniture. Ouch.
- Accidentally hitting my own gonads, sometimes with an item, sometimes with my bare hands...
- The Power of Friendship: It saved my life.
- Transsexual: Subverted: I changed my mind. I was only in the advantages females had thanks to Double Standard to begin with.
- Unusual Euphemism: Leap of Faith.
Tropes that apply to Elodie Hiras:
