Please Kill Me If It Satisfies You
made a mistake, had no control over her actions or it's something she did before a Heel-Face Turn. Anyway, she regrets it now. Very much. So she meets Bob and offers him her life in order to atone for her mistake or action. This can take one of two flavors:
- Alice believes she deserves to die for her faults, and she presents herself to Bob because it seems appropriate that he should be the one to kill her.
- Alice believes she deserves to be punished for her faults, and she presents herself to Bob to receive whatever he thinks she deserves, up to and including death.
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- In Mobile Suit Gundam 00, Lockon finds out that his teammate Setsuna was part of the group of terrorists that planted a bomb that killed Lockon's parents and sister - this was done while Setsuna was a brainwashed Child Soldier. Lockon pulls his gun on Setsuna, who just stands there, because he's kind of a Death Seeker out of guilt for his past actions. Eventually, Lockon pulls himself together and doesn't shoot him.
- In Mobile Suit Gundam Wing, Heero Yuy felt so guilty for causing the death of Marshal Noventa that he went up to both Noventa's wife (offscreen) and granddaughter Sylvia (onscreen) and asked each of them to kill him. Neither did so, obviously, and Sylvia even called him a coward for that.
- Similarly, towards the end of the series Lady Une (post merging of her "Lady" and "Saint" selves) handed Relena Darlian-Peacecraft a gun and asked her to kill her as punishment for having murdered Relena's adoptive father. What happened? Relena refuses to do it, and Une is brought to tears.
- Kurt Godel in Mahou Sensei Negima! says this to Negi when he reveals that the Megalomesembrian senate (who he's apart of) was responsible for the destruction of Negi's Doomed Hometown (though there's no evidence that Godel himself was involved).
- Rukia Kuchiki from Bleach deals with this a lot. Her guilt over killing her mentor, Kaien Shiba, prompts her to be a Death Seeker for much of the opening story (it's later specifically stated to be the reason she completely lost her powers in the beginning instead of only half). Throughout the entire story, because of her remorse, she's willing to allow herself to be killed by the Correction Forces, Ganju Shiba, and Kaien Shiba himself, after Demonic Possession.
- In the final episode of Aldnoah.Zero, Slaine becomes extremely repentant for his actions during the war and, after Inaho captures him at gunpoint, Slaine taps his forehead, inviting him to kill him. Inaho refuses, having been told by Asseylum to "save" Slaine, and the VERS pilot is thus taken into custody.
- Ritsuko Akagi from Neon Genesis Evangelion begs her friend Misato Katsuragi to kill her after revealing to her and Shinji the tank with the Rei clones, then destroying it and said clones. Misato refuses to do so, and Ritsuko is left a sobbing wreck on the floor..
- In Battle Royale (novel and manga), after Yoshimi learns that Yoji intends to kill her, Yoshimi gives up and tells Yoji that he can shoot her. Instead, Yoji is overcome by emotion and does not shoot her, throwing away the gun in regret.
- And then Mitsuko picks up the gun and shoots both of them.
- Mireille Bouquet in Noir promises to kill her partner Kirika Yuumura after they discover the truth behind their connection. When they do, however, she cannot do it, despite a tearful Kirika begging for her to because said connection actually involved Kirika's murder of Mireille's family. And when Kirika was no older than six, even!.
- InuYasha: After Naraku eggs Sango into trying to kill Rin to save Miroku's life, Sango gives her life to Sesshoumaru for her crime. Sesshoumaru may have been angry with her but just seems to forgive her, especially after she gives Rin her gas mask as an apology.
- Ashura in RG Veda holds a lot of self-blame for being the cause of the Yasha clan's genocide so he says this to Rasetsu, Yasha's lost brother, who returned to demand an explaination. Not wanting Yasha to be hurt for something he believes he himself is to blame, he asks Rasetsu to kill him instead of Yasha.
- In Dusk Maiden of Amnesia, Yuuko was sacrificed by her paranoid and superstitious village to appease a sadistic mountain god, with her own sister, Yukariko, acting as the mountain god's priestess. When Yuuko comes back as a Stringy-Haired Ghost Girl and attacks her, she begs her sister's ghost to kill her.
- In the Firefly fanfic Forward, River confronts Colonel Dannet, her former combat instructor at the Academy. He is so deeply distraught at what he and the Academy did to her and the other children there that he is willing to let her kill him in revenge. She is instead confused as to why she doesn't want to kill him, and forgives him when she realizes that it is because he thinks of her as a human and not a weapon.
- Ventus in Broken Heroes invokes this his first stinkin' moment. Although Riku refuses his plead to kill him, even though Ventus destroyed his home when Vanitas took over, Sora has a much different perspective. So Ven becomes an Atoner, and is implied to be a Death Seeker. He gets that wish, and gets murdered by Saïx after being around for 18 chapters.
- In The Prayer Warriors, one of Socrates' followers asks this of Jason after she is captured. He says that he will not kill her because doing so would be a sin (and this is immediately after he killed Socrates), and decides to keep her alive as his slave.
- Rosario Vampire: Brightest Darkness: As part of his Dark and Troubled Past, Dark was forced by his summoner/former master to kill numerous snow women. When he meets Mizore's mother in Act II after saving her from execution at the hands of Fairy Tale, he promptly offers up his life to her in penance, but since he saved them, Tsurara lets him live, instead thanking him for his aid.
- In Gensokyo 20XXV, we have this Reimu, who, after enough of Baka's complaining, challenges him to kill her, that she has little else to lose. This along with the rest of speech had effect of shutting him up for awhile.
Reimu:If you blame me for your misery, then, fine, end it, end it where it is! Do it! You have nothing left to lose from putting an end to a little girl.
Yukari:[...] If you're angry at me, fine, be angry, call me a bitch while your at it, however, I can only hope you'd forgive me for the choices I've made. If you can't, then end my life, act as you see fit, if you think it'll satisfy you.
- Later on, we also have this with Yukari, a Broken Bird, says this in response to Chen's question over her decisions.
- Serenity: After her battle programming is activated at the Maidenhead bar, River suggests to her brother that he should kill her rather than risk her hurting the crew. His response is to insist she never, ever think like that.
- In Diamond Chariot, the head of a ninja clan offers Fandorin a chance to kill him to take revenge for his friends whom the ninjas slaughtered earlier. He doesn't technically have to atone for this, of course (since he is a ninja, after all), but he needs Fandorin's trust.
- In Caleb Williams, Caleb tells Falkland he can "Do with me any thing you will. Kill me if you please..."
- In the last chapter of The Neverending Story when Bastian puts down AURYN in front of Atreyu (though he isn't actually offering his life; "only" his sanity).
- According to White Fang, this is what it means for a dog to let a human hold it.
- In The Silver Chair, it's recounted that when King Caspian's son Rilian first disappeared, Caspian's friend Drinian felt personally responsible, because he'd never stopped Rilian from visiting the Lady of the Green Kirtle who eventually turned out to be a witch and enchanted and abducted him. He went straight to Caspian and confessed this, and when Caspian picked up an axe as if to kill him, he made no attempt to resist. Caspian changed his mind, dropping the axe and hugging Drinian as he said, "I have lost my Queen, and my son. Shall I lose my friend as well?"
- In an episode of Stargate SG-1 Teal'C meets the son of a man he killed prior to his Heel-Face Turn. He is willing to be put on trial and executed for this murder to atone for his old crimes.
- An episode of Farscape reveals that Aeryn was part of a firing squad that killed the original Pilot for Moya, a revelation which amongst other things causes the current Pilot to shut down the ship and then detach himself from it (an action that will both kill him and cause life support to malfunction, killing everyone else). Aeryn offers herself up to Pilot in exchange for not killing himself or the others; Pilot reveals that the reason why he detached himself was less about her and more about his own resurfaced guilt for agreeing to replace the previous Pilot, which arguably made her execution possible in the first place. Pilot and Aeryn then stroke each other's cheeks, showing that they have bonded again.
- Ana Lucia on Lost offers this to Sayid after she accidentally kills Shannon. Sayid decides that she's Not Worth Killing.
- Subverted by D'Hoffryn in Buffy the Vampire Slayer. After becoming a vengeance demon again, Anya grants a girl's wish to kill a houseful of men and then regrets it (Humanity Is Infectious caught up to her, presumably). D'Hoffryn says he will reverse the wish but it will cost the life of a vengeance demon. Anya bows her head, completely willing to give her life...and D'Hoffryn summons up Anya's friend and fellow demon Halfrek and kills her instead. "Never go for the kill when you can go for the pain", indeed.
Buffy: If you apologize to me, I will beat you to death.Faith: (quietly) Go ahead.
- Played straight on Angel, when Buffy and Faith meet up while the latter is attempting a Heel-Face Turn.
- On discovering he's a Manchurian Agent of the First Evil, Spike urges Buffy to stake him. She refuses, recognising the First's manipulations and Spike's genuine desire for redemption.
- The climax of their rivalry battle in Kyoryu Sentai Zyuranger, Geki is unable to bring himself to kill his brother Burai. Burai, on the other hand, is more than willing to kill Geki, but instead Geki tells him to go ahead and kill him if it means it'll get rid of Burai's utter hatred to him. In the end, Burai can't bring himself to do it too, and then apologizes tearfully.
- Once Upon a Time: At the end of "Welcome to Storybrooke", a broken Snow turns up on Regina's doorstep and begs Regina to kill her for what she did to Cora. Regina has a better idea.
- In "Quite a Common Fairy" Regina herself does this. She rips out her own heart and gives it to Tinker Bell, but warns her that getting revenge leads to darkness.
- In the Doctor Who episode The Face of Evil, after Xoanon is healed, it makes this offer to the humans via the Doctor.
- Once Shiala is saved from the Thorian in Mass Effect 1, Shepard has the option of executing her, even though Shiala gives him/her help critical to his/her mission, and expresses a genuine desire to help the unfortunate colony they're on. If you choose to do so, Shiala will stoically accept your decision, kneel down, and look away as Shepard puts two gunshots in her head.
Shiala: If this is the fate you feel I deserve, then I will not resist.
- Oerba Dia Vanille in Final Fantasy XIII when Sazh discovers that it is Vanille's fault that his son, Dajh, became a l'Cie in the first place and was taken by the Sanctum; and Vanille tells Sazh to shoot her because she deserves to die. Sazh feels pretty bad about aiming his gun at her, though. To the point where he almost shoots himself instead.
- A more subtle version may have happened with Snow and Hope. Hope did just try to kill him, and Snow did hand him the knife used while carrying him on his back.
- Knights of the Old Republic: In the Light Side ending, Bastila asks the PC to kill her as punishment for her Face-Heel Turn. It's up to the player whether to do it, or try to convince her that she can redeem herself.
- An almost identical scene occurred with Aribeth in Neverwinter Nights.
- Snowe Vingerhut of Suikoden IV offers this to his former friend turned adversary Lazlo several times. The first few times, he's angry about his defeat and defiant; while Lazlo can instead offer to let him join the resistance movement, he rejects that. Only after he's been fully broken and realized that his good intentions didn't make him the good guy that he's fully willing to submit to Lazlo's judgment... and, potentially, to his forgiveness.
- In Suikoden V, Nakula is searching for the Nether Gate agent who assassinated his father. Upon finding the most likely culprit (who freely admits that they don't even remember if they're the one who took out this particular target or not), they've become a Stepford Smiler Death Seeker and offer this to him. (Nakula decides to hold off on determining whether or not he'll take that offer until after the Godwins are dealt with.)
- Meryl from Metal Gear Solid tells Solid Snake to shoot her, should she ever slow him down. Snake replies that he doesn't like to waste bullets.
- Persona 3: Shinjiro (who is slowly dying anyway) offers to let Ken kill him in order to avenge his Accidental Murder of Ken's mother, though he does so with a warning. Ken, who has cornered Shinjiro with the intention of killing him, completely loses his nerve and can't go through with it. But then Strega shows up...
- Magus of Chrono Trigger lets the party have a rematch to the death if they feel like punishing him for his misdeeds despite knowing he is but a Well-Intentioned Extremist and is not to blame for unleashing Lavos and indirectly causing Crono's death. As he has been defeated once already, it's abundantly clear he doesn't expect to win. If you do spare him, he offers to atone for what he DID commit (such as the Mystic War in 600 AD) by becoming a Sixth Ranger in your group.
- Near the end of Dragon Age II, party member Anders, a Well-Intentioned Extremist, has just blown up the Chantry with innocent clergy inside (and possibly tricked Player Character Hawke into helping). He surrenders to Hawke without a fight and says "If I pay with my life, then I pay." You are given the choice of killing him as he asks, kicking him out of the party, or keeping him around, though he will be surprised if you spare his life and fellow party member Sebastian, who was a Chantry brother, will leave in a rage.
- In Kiss Of Revenge, Issei Sezaki realizes partway through his route that the protagonist is targeting him over the death of her mother twelve years before, and invites her to his apartment in order to give her the opportunity to kill him.
- In Sengoku Basara 3, when Mitsunari discovers that his Number Two Yoshitsugu betrayed their ally Motochika, he claims that he's also at fault for remaining ignorant and asks Motochika to take revenge on him. Motochika refuses, telling Mitsunari that he should live on and repent.
- In Professor Layton Vs Ace Attorney, Inquisitor Barnham offers Phoenix a chance to run him through after Maya is accidentally cast into the fire. Phoenix doesn't take him up on it, but the offer makes him even angrier at Barnham and the Witch Hunts.
- Fire Emblem Awakening: When Lucina remembers that the Avatar is the one who will kill her father Chrom in the Bad Future, she promptly tries to kill them to stop it from happening even when she's not exactly happy about that; the player has a choice whether or not to accept Lucina's judgment, but either way, Lucina is stopped by Chrom himself, who asserts that he trusts the Avatar completely.
- Alternatively, if the Male Avatar is Lucina's husband, or if the Female Avatar is her mother, whether or not they accept, they refuse to fight back and reassure Lucina that they love her no matter what; in response, Lucina breaks down and can't bring herself to go through with it.
- Fire Emblem Fates: Oboro and Belka's supports in the Invisible Kingdom path are about this trope. Belka's adoptive father and mentor is the one who murdered Oboro's parents, but Belka has already killed him. So once she finds out, she tells Oboro to kill her... but Oboro realises that she's just stretching the Cycle of Revenge, and refuses to do so.
- When Vriska is bleeding to death on her Quest Bed in Homestuck, she asks Tavros, who she had previously abused, to kill her so that she can ascend to the God Tiers quickly and painlessly. Tavros can't bring himself to do it, leading to a scene of pure Nightmare Fuel.
- In an arguably even more disturbing scene, it's heavily implied that Equius consciously allowed Gamzee to strangle him to death purely because, due to the trolls' caste system, he believed it was the latter's inherent right to do so.
- Terra from Teen Titans commands Beast Boy to "destroy" her after realizing what she's done.
- When Robin was unwillingly made Slade's apprentice behind his friends' backs, Starfire ends a standoff between her and Robin like this. She states she doesn't want to live in a world where Robin is truly evil and offers no resistance if Robin really wants to kill her.
- In the first Bugs Bunny cartoon A Wild Hare, Bugs does this with Elmer but only as the set-up for one his faux death scenes.
- In the ThunderCats (2011) episode "The Pit", this is how Lion-O gains Pumyra's trust after she was Made a Slave.
- In an episode of Courage the Cowardly Dog, when a Wish-granting Tree makes Eustace incredibly jealous of it serving Muriel and Courage, he unintentionally wishes that it would make Muriel understand, only for Muriel to become incredibly sick. When Courage temporarily leaves the tree alone, Eustace has it all to himself with the intention of cutting it down. The tree then comes to life to question Eustace's desire for attention, but Eustace still cuts it down. Fortunately despite that the tree is gone, it manages to make the cure for Muriel to get better, while Eustace contracts her sickness as well.