This is your brain on Gordon.
. It follows the rambling, eccentric and narcissistic thoughts of
Gordon Freeman as he tries to survive the events of the game, showing us that perhaps it was for the better he kept his mouth shut. Imagine a one man
. Filmed in
and each episode ends at a point that you can stop watching and come back later. The series encompasses a full playthrough of
. Notable creators include the "Master Minds", a group that formed to create a sort of continuity between their own, highly-popular
spinoffs. They are:
. Also of note is
- 60 episodes and running, divided into 10-episode "seasons." Tropes relating to it can be found
, but wants to pursue other projects and as such the series can be considered in indefinite hiatus.
- The Abridged Series/Dungeon Bypass: Gordon's guns deal more damage. For the sake of storytelling, he can also "climb" over obstacles and skip some sections of the game. This is possibly lampshaded in one of the episodes as he comments on how he can do a pull-up, and mocks others for not having the same ability. In Episode 46, Freeman decides to simply climb on top of a building after seeing the way to the ladder is lined with mines and guarded by a sniper. The game of course intends you to go that way. Then he later finds out it's even more dangerous than he thought, making him extra happy that he didn't go that way. At one point he nearly bypasses the rest of the game, only to realize that he is in the middle of the desert in a metal suit with no supplies; he promptly returns to the dungeon. It's subverted in episode 24, where he attempts to climbs and fails due to a sloped edge. In fact, the whole Power Up arc is something of a subversion, since he spends more time wandering around and backtracking than he needed to. In episode 52, Gordon muses that once he gets out, he will meet an original architect of Black Mesa just to find out that he took the longest possible route to escape.
- Accentuate the Negative: The first rant of episode 26 begins with Freeman acknowledging that he's doing this. He claims that to do otherwise would be absurd because he sees so little "positive."
Gordon: I mean what am I supposed to say to people? 'Wow, you sure did a great job falling down that elevator shaft'! Or, 'way to lock yourself in the freezer!' I'm so proud of you.
- Although it should also be noted that he constantly refers to "when I get out of here" and "at my next job", which, after it's been established that both alien monsters and armed military forces are trying to kill you, is hilariously optimistic. Gordon's cynicism seems to wax and wane as Rule of Funny demands.
- Accidental Hero: See The Fool.
- Accidental Pun: Gordon asks "What's up with this ceiling?" not knowing he made an awful pun, then chastises himself over it.
- Added Alliterative Appeal: "My simian skill saw me safely" and "The ruptured, rusty rods reveal a rift!"
- A God Am I: After killing the Nihilanth, Gordon claims to be the new god.
- A.I. Is a Crapshoot: Averted; in episode 52 Gordon notes that robots will likely never take over the world since they're only programmed to perform highly specific tasks.
"We only wish they'd take over the world, so that we wouldn't have to. But then we're the ones who'd have to program them, so what the hell?"
- The Alcoholic: Upon finding an elevator finally leading to the surface and presumably to his escape, Freeman muses: "I am gonna get so drunk tonight. I mean, way more than usual." And he comes into work having had two shots of vodka for breakfast. In episode 52, Gordon begins to wonder if he's hallucinating alien worms as part of alcohol withdrawal.
- Aliens Are Bastards: Gordon is quick to take this view, which isn't that unjustified, considering the circumstances. He even calls out the trope by name!
- Humans Are Bastards: in episode 51, he declares that his "opinion of humanity is so low right now" due to the stupidity or maliciousness (or both) of everybody involved in the Black Mesa Incident.
- All Up To You: Lampshaded frequently. Freeman constantly complains that he has to do everyone else's job.
- Almighty Janitor: Freeman suspects that the janitors have the highest rate of survival out of all of the Black Mesa employees. They start out with a melee weapon, know the building inside and out, and have the keys to every door.
- Alternate Ending:
- In Episode 10.5, Freeman fails to execute a jump properly and falls down an elevator shaft to his death.
- Episode 61.5 is "the ending Freeman deserves" (but not the one he needs), in which he is teleported, not to Xen, but to some remote forest park, where he finds a working jeep and heads off toward safety. Then again, the previous episode had him discussing what he would do if the teleporter created a a second Gordon, so it may be that a copy of him got created and wound up in a forest.
- A post-credits scene at the end of the Series Finale shows Freeman declining G-Man's offer and being teleported to a world of G-Men monsters.
- Aluminum Christmas Trees: In the first episode, Gordon recalls how a squirrel got caught in an electrical wire at M.I.T, and how it knocked out power to the whole campus once a transformer blew up. According to Ross Scott, this actually happened just at a different school and to one of his professors. In fact, squirrels killing themselves on power lines is common enough that it comes up in the news every now and then.
- Amusing Injuries: All forms of alien munitions are treated as non-lethal and thus Gordon getting hit with them is a source of humor. Whether it's Vortigaunts' lightning bolts, Houndeye's sonic booms, Bullsquid's spit, a swipe from a Headcrab, Grunt's Bee Bee Gun or Alien Controller's energy blasts, getting hit with these will only annoy Freeman unless it gets him in the face, in which (based on his reaction) it leaves a bruise or laceration at worst. Bullets are treated more seriously.
- Angrish: Often, most notably the beginning of episode 39.
- Another Dimension: Deconstructed by Freeman, who observes that that the aliens are quite clearly three-dimensional, and shows a great deal of annoyance at the misuse of the word.
- Apocalyptic Log: Discussed when Freeman notes that if a dead explorer doesn't leave gear behind, you're getting a detailed report of what happened to them.
- Applied Phlebotinum: In episode 0, when Gordon notices that nothing is projecting the Hologram that's talking to him, he says it "must be nano-emitters or something".
- April Fools' Day: Two episodes so far. Both of them feature a variant of the "Gordon head" title card, relevant to the episode's gimmick.
- 2009, Episode 10.5: Short non-canonical episode, at the end of which Gordon dies. Episode 11 begins at the same spot as this one, with Gordon having a strange feeling of deja vu, which he suspects comes from eating bad Doritos. The title card features X marks in Gordon's glasses.
- 2010, Episode 27: Gordon spends the entire video talking (or thinking) like a pirate. Title card features Gordon's pirate version, complete with an eyepatch and a scar on his cheek. Episode 28 starts with Gordon deciding that the pirate accent is too hard to keep up.
- 2013, DoomGuy's Mind Episode 7 set in Brutal Doom. Here he plays a psychotic, Blood Knight Space Marine as he happily slaughters his way through Phobos. Aside from a lot more profanity and praising the Marines rather than theoretical physics, the character ends up pretty similar to Freeman...
- 2014 gives us a trailer for "Freeman Across the Universe", in which Freeman enters every first-person game ever made, often with hilarious results.
) I don't understand. There's no known physics model for this. Unless... Oh my god, I'm two-dimensional!
- Armor Is Useless: Averted with Gordon's HEV suit; while high caliber rounds can pierce through it, 9mm and buckshot just bounce off, while rifle rounds only hurt a bit more than paintball. Somewhat played straight with the soldiers' body armor; Scott has adjusted the damage values in-game so that the marines now go down in three or so shots from the pistol or MP5 as opposed to the 7-10 shots it would take in the original game, reasoning that this makes the whole thing seem less video gamey. Though he did say in an interview that some of the soldiers Freeman shot are probably still alive thanks to their armor.
Gordon: (having just gunned down a squad of soldiers) Well, guess my armor is better than yours. Then I'll just loot your bodies, 'cause that's how I roll. (does so)...and that puts me at six or seven counts of... self-defense.
Ross Scott: Even if you're wearing armor, I don't care who you are; if someone blasts you point blank with a SPAS-12, you're going down. I mean you might still be alive, but...
- Freeman thinks the same thing at one point, saying that a soldier that he shot multiple times with a pistol might still be alive.
Freeman: As long as he stays down, I don't really care. I don't need to confirm my kills. I'm not at that stage in my life yet.
- Note that this is actually less realistic. They're wearing military issue body armor in the 2000s, so they should be very resistant to mere 9mm rounds and buckshot.
- Then there's the Alien Grunts: as in the original game, their armor deflects any type of small arms fire that hits it. Freeman notices this, but is very confused as to why they seemingly wear armor everywhere but their torso, saying that their armor looks like something a stripper would wear.
Freeman: Are we being invaded by strippers? I thought this invasion was the normal conquering variety.
- Episode 51 also has him commenting on the phenomenon of armor actually getting you killed faster due to the higher likelihood of taking risks while wearing it:
Freeman: (talking to a guard about the Alien Grunts) Those guys will smash our skulls like grapes if we don't take them down. Do you understand that? Your helmet's not going to help you, it's just giving you a false sense of security.
- Argh, Me Accent Be Slippin'!: Episode 27
- Arson, Murder, and Jaywalking: Episode 38, on a conveyor belt, trying to go past what is practically a Death Course:
"Red lights, walking backwards, GIVE ME SOME MORE PRESSURE, I DON'T HAVE ENOUGH! YES! BIOHAZARD! PERFECT! THANK YOU! AAAHH, FALLING TO MY DEATH! TANK OF ACID, SUPERB! [annoyed] Sidestepping..."
- Artificial Stupidity: Gordon is very quick to point out the soldiers' stupid tactics, including bombing the area where their soldiers (and no one else) are, killing each other with grenades, and running straight at him around a corner even though they just saw their friends getting shot running around the same corner. This is a very ironic meta joke, since Half-Life was praised for introducing tactically intelligent enemies when it first came out. They appear stupid in Freeman's Mind both as a result of bugs, scripting, and the age of the AI. A lot of the things that Gordon calls them stupid for, such as the friendly fire artillery barrage in Episode 13, a soldier being found dead, shot to death by his own turret gun in Episode 12, and the odd (to say the least) ambush in Episode 29 are actually scripted sequences... which doesn't really excuse them from an in-universe standpoint, but still.
- A notable case is the two soldiers who ran into their own trip-mines in Episode 22.
Freeman: You know it's probably the military who put these trip-mines here to begin with, and they just go and run into them! I don't get it. They bomb each other, they can't figure out who the civilians are, and they can't duck. I mean look how easy this is (ducks under a trip-mine laser). Power slide! (slides under another laser).
- Then the Marines hired The Three Stooges for episode 30 and started blowing each other up with grenades.
- And there's that time Gordon was ambushed by two soldiers hiding in a box. He hypothesizes on some "cigar-smoking general" ordering the two into the box, complete with a voice akin to talking past a beard.
- Another time, Freeman encounters a soldier in a hallway and, after shooting him about a dozen times, sarcastically compliments the soldier for his brilliant plan of attacking him in an empty hallway with no cover or room for hiding. Then he walks over and figures out that the door the hallway led to was actually open.
- He thinks that natural selection is making them smarter, though. He's genuinely surprised when one soldier DOESN'T just blindly run around the corner and shoot him again, instead chucking a grenade.
- In episode 47, he witnesses an IFV hitting one of its own soldiers with its cannon in an attempt to kill Freeman, who wasn't even near the blast.
Gordon: Man, I'm NEVER joining the military.
- It gets even worse in Episode 58, when Gordon takes a teleporter trip over to "Uplink" (a.k.a. the Half-Life beta). The AI there is even more unpolished, leading to things like soldiers blowing themselves up with their own grenades. Gordon concludes that either the soldiers are covering up their own cover-up, or everyone's on drugs.
"Shoot anybody you want! It's cool: he's high, too! Get high before you die!"
- A-Team Firing: Gordon tends to just fire his gun in the general area his enemy is in and only a small number of the bullets hits them. Justified since Gordon wouldn't have any advanced training in firearm handling, and codes are in place to make his shots a lot stronger anyway.
- Attention Deficit... Ooh, Button!: It's common for Freeman to be ranting about something or other, only to cut himself off with "Hey, what's this do?" and fiddle with whatever button catches his eye. Taken Up to Eleven when he's on morphine; he gets distracted by a massive control panel.
- Awesome but Impractical: Gordon declares the Gluon Gun to be this, deeming its ammo supply too small for the weight of the backpack he has to wear to use it. He discards it in favor of his more reliable weapons. He does love its awesomeness, though, to the point of declaring that it would probably be adopted by the military regardless of its flaws. He's got a point: what's an impractical, backpack-mounted weapon for a man in power armor would be very practical to mount to a vehicle.
- Ax-Crazy: Gordon, in later episodes. For example, in episode 15, he comments on how fun it was to shoot aliens, and in episode 24, he thinks about decapitating an injured security guard and using his intestines as rope, but decides against it because it would be too slippery (and gross). As of episode 39, he's killed a Black Mesa security guard in cold blood, believing that the guard was out to get him.
Freeman: Fool me once, shame on you. Fool me twice, everyone dies!
- Episode 66 gives a good instance of this when after he get's shocked by a vortigaunt, he decides he's had enough with the aliens.
Freeman: STEP RIGHT UP! (launches several grenades from grenade launcher at some alien grunts) NICE CATCH! (launches another grenade and then fires a few SMG rounds) NOW DON'T CROWD! (Hit by hivehand round) AHH! (takes cover and reloads before firing a grenade round) THIS MUST BE THE MEAT STORAGE FACILITY! DON'T WORRY WE'LL FILL IT UP!
- Badass: Alternate Character Interpretation aside, Freeman's still a force to be reckoned with.
- Badass Boast: Plenty.
Gordon: [while fighting ninjas] I chase electron orbits, you think I can't find you?!
- Bee Afraid: In episode 65, just as he's about to teleport to the next area, Gordon assumes that he'll land somewhere filled with bees. After all, Xen's just been one hell after another, so why expect anything less?
- Berserk Button: He hates cockroaches. And locked doors. And dead ends. And Vortigaunts or soldiers interrupting his train of thought.
"Okay children, Class is in session! Everyone take your seats! I said everyone take your seats! Dammit Billy, that means you too! Take your seats!"
- He also seems to have a special hatred for Bullsquids, since he gets angry at them more often than the other species and has particularly nasty nicknames for them (Cthulhu Dog, Snot Monster, Snot Rag, Snot Freak...) Their persistent tendency to spit in his face might have something to do with it.
- Better Than a Bare Bulb: Gordon spends the series constantly pointing out all the inherent Fridge Logic in the game's premise, such as the sheer impracticality of the government coverup and even the various bits of Technobabble heard throughout the game.
- Big Electric Switch: One of the few design elements in Black Mesa of which Gordon wholeheartedly approves.
- Big "OMG!" During episode 37, he gets one of these as he is dropped from a conveyor belt 10 meters up into a pool of water. To make matters worse, he's still recovering from being knocked out, and as such, is drowsy
Gordon: OH MY GOD I'M GONNA DROWN!!
- Big "WHAT?!": Episode 4 gave us this brief "exchange" between Gordon and the security system:
- Bilingual Bonus: Presumably to show off how smart and educated Freeman is:
- In Episode 33, Gordon gets the impression that a scientist is Spanish (or Mexican).
Gordon: Quiero un poco de drogas. ¿Dónde están? Tengo dinero.
(I want some drugs. Where are they? I have money.)
- In an earlier episode, he uses German. The back story says he worked in Innsbruck, Austria before Black Mesa.
Gordon: Zeigen Sie mir das Geld!
(Show me the money!)
- At one point he contemplates leaving the country because he's a fugitive, and moving to India. The next two sentences are in actual Hindi.
- In Episode 12, he becomes convinced that a pair of scientists are voodoo zombies, and considers finding their master and buying one of them off him:
Gordon: I know how to talk to these people. I've been to Haiti. Les yeux de Dieu ne regardent pas beaucoup là.
(The eyes of God don't watch there much.)
- The sentence, if phrased a little strangely, does make sense, but his pronunciation is horrendous. It's not made clear if it's deliberate for the sake of humor, or if Ross himself just can't speak French. It's also not clear why exactly Freeman said that of all things.
- Black Comedy: Gordon is a big fan of this, at one point contemplating dressing up a pig in a labcoat and throwing it into a giant piston, just to freak everybody out.
- Bond One-Liner: After killing the Ichthyosaur.
- Born Lucky: Gordon comments on his seemingly improbable luck several times.
- Bread, Eggs, Milk, Squick
Gordon: This is almost getting to be like a chore. Y'know: wash the dishes, do the laundry, shoot the snot thing, empty the trash... it's all just a blur.
- Episode 40:
Gordon: Lasers make me happy. Though not as much as food, bedrest, painkillers, not being persecuted...
- Break the Haughty: Referenced, though of course it's subject to Aesop Amnesia.
Freeman: (hiding for his life from a giant alien walking tank) Dammit, this happens every time I get cocky! Someone like this comes along and I wish I hadn't said a lot of things that I did.
- Brick Joke/Call Back: In episode 4, Gordon recalls a time when he stayed awake for four days and thought his house was being invaded by frog people. In episode 28, during a rant on how he is Properly Paranoid, he lists one of the reasons as being "There's no race of anthropomorphic frog people in the sewers Freeman! You're just being paranoid!"
- When Gordon gets his hazard suit, he mutes the suit's computer as it narrates activating all the various systems. In the first April Fool's episode, when Gordon falls to his death, the impact unmutes the suit computer.
- In the very first episode, Gordon recalls how once a squirrel died in the electric transformer of his college. Fast forward to episode 46, and Freeman has to deal with falling debris falling from above, which could potentially trigger some mines. He wonders if there is a squirrel up there... and immediately adds that "it could be payback"!
- Somewhere when first meeting an actual alien, he shouts it probably came from a swamp, or if it didn't, it deserved to be. A good dozen episodes later he fights aliens in a freezer and notes they couldn't come from a swamp planet, because they wouldn't be able to survive in such conditions.
- At one point in episode 40 Gordon shoots at one soldier and shouts: "TAG, YOU'RE IT!" and once he kills another nearby soldier: "No tagbacks." Later the next episode he gets shot at and he blares: "I SAID NO TAGBACKS!"
- Near the end of On A Rail, he says that everyone who is wearing a military uniform is now a free target. At the beginning of Apprehension, he sees a soldier off in the distance and yells "Ah! Uniform! Uni-" before being interrupted by gunfire.
- In Episode 7, he reveals that he hates bad puns. Six years later in real world time, in Episode 49, while crawling through a pipe, a soldier attempts to kill Freeman by throwing a satchel in the pipe Freeman is crawling through. After escaping the blast, Freeman comments that his only consolation is that at least the soldier didn't make a bad pun about it.
- At the start of Episode 50, Freeman makes a short statement about why it's safe in the pipe he was stuck in. At the end of the episode when the ceiling collapses and almost hits him he laments "See this is why I like the pipe."
- In episode 49, he accidentally shoots a guard who spooked him, after he had warned the guard not to take him by surprise like that. Freeman guiltily tries to justify it to himself before saying "It doesn't even matter now, I'm a fugitive anyway. What do I care? I launched a missile!"
- In Episode 29 Gordon gets ambushed by two soldiers who were hiding in a box. In Episode 33 he gets stuck in a box and attacked by Vortigaunts, and realizes the aliens have taken a leaf from the military's book.
- When he makes it to the factory on Xen, he finds Alien Grunts in barrels, and calls back to the soldiers in the box, saying that it was the military who copied the aliens and not the other way around.
- In Episode 8, Gordon thinks the building may be falling apart due to the aliens teleporting into the walls and worries about the possibility of one teleporting inside of him. In Episode 33, he brings up his concern of one teleporting inside of him again and then in Episode 55 he mentions he still believes the aliens are teleporting inside the walls and again worries about them teleporting inside of him, specifically when one almost does, just landing next to him.
- In Episode 61, Gordon avoids getting the Hivehand yet again.
- Gordon's attempt to spin with the last alien elevator to avoid getting dizzy and failing miserably recalls a similar attempt when he took the spinning elevator to the test chamber at the beginning.
- In Episode 50, Gordon speculates that ghosts might be trying to communicate with him for some reason. In Episode 58, he thinks the scientist calling him over the intercom is the ghost in question.
- In Episode 58, he states there are three possibilities that cover the massive number of friendly-fire incidents. He gets around to naming twonote before his train of thought gets interrupted. Midway through the next episode, he finally gets around to option threenote .
- Bunny-Ears Lawyer: Despite his ramblings, Gordon's inner monologue does show that he knows a lot about science.
Random Scientist: Do you know who ate all the donuts?
Gordon: NO! Do you know if leptons are really compound particles?! Friggin' donuts...
- Brief Accent Imitation: Gordon does one when mocking conveyorbelt workers, in a Southern drawl.
- Captain Obvious: "You know, I'm starting to think this isn't a rescue operation..."
Gordon: [Seeing the Anti-Mass spectrometer malfunction and blow up the room]: No no, this is not good.
- Casanova Wannabe: By his own admission (though without any air of self awareness), a lot of dates he goes on end with him getting tasered. He also makes reference to repeatedly hitting on a girl named Heather and failing, and theorizes he probably ended up in a trash compactor since she threw him in there.
- Casual Danger Dialogue: Freeman does this a lot in later episodes. Somewhat justified when his enemies pose no real threat to him, like when he's beating Houndeyes to death with a crowbar. Less justified when he's being pinned down by a .50 BMG machine gun. Or when an IFV is shooting at him with rockets.
Freeman: (rocket streaks past him) Yeah yeah, I think I'm under investigation. On the plus side, this guy is shooting rockets at me, so if I die, I'll see it coming (runs from behind cover to the other side of the road) that's cool right? (another rocket hits a bunch of cover near him) I'm trying to find the silver lining here. There's not much.
- Character Tics: When he's nervous, has a tendency to lapse into technobabble, basically spouting science as a Survival Mantra.
- The Chew Toy: Gordon. Half the fun of the series is seeing how freaked out he will get the next time he sees a giant alien or another new obstacle courtesy of the HECU. He compares himself to Rasputin in the sense that he's been shot, burned, almost drowned, bit, lacerated, electrocuted, etc...
- Clothes Make the Superman: Freeman's HEV suit, of course. More so than in 'canon' Half-Life, but not to the point where it trivializes Freeman's accomplishments. Freeman says that he would have stolen it a long time ago if he knew how useful it was.
- Cloud Cuckoolander: Gordon.
Gordon: I am Captain Gordon Freeman of the Intergalactic House of Pancakes ordering you to open!
- Cluster F-Bomb: Expect Gordon to carpet bomb the area whenever he gets ambushed or almost dies.
- Cold Sniper: Commented on by Freeman in Episode 46,
"There's people who give you the evil eye, and then there's snipers. Big difference."
- Comedic Sociopath: Gordon keeps fantasizing about killing his coworkers. As well as scamming the company in various ways (and it's implied at one point that he's already been stealing from them).
- Comically Missing the Point: When Gordon isn't being more Genre Savvy (and crazy) than everyone else, he's frequently this.
- "I'm on your side, you fucking idiots! How many of you do I have to kill before you understand that?!"
- "This self-defense crap isn't cutting it because I never get to fire first!"
- "Look at all these dead scientists! This rescue mission's a disaster."
- "Those shots came dangerously close to my head. You guys could've killed me you know that?"
- Just to make things worse, several of these lines were said by Gordon after someone explained to him that the military were purposely trying to kill him.
- In episode 50, a guard following Freeman says "Sorry sir, but I can't much more of this". Freeman chastises him for being lazy, as they'd only been walking for two minutes.. and completely ignores that the guard just took a blast from the Vortigaunt that would ordinarily be lethal.
- In episode 51, he notices that a guard stopped following him and remarks that he probably wandered off and screwed around. Earlier in the video, the guard can actually be seen dying to Bee Bee Gun fire. Freeman must not have been focusing on that.
- Computer Equals Tape Drive: "Whoa, whoa, what's this? Are you kidding me? Are we using tape reel computers? Noooo! Wait... are those slots for punched cards?"
- "I think they are punch card slots!"
- Continue Your Mission, Dammit!: In the third episode, Gordon's response to a scientist's prodding: "What do you think I'm doing?! Hey, I could just sit here and not do a damn thing. Bet you'd like that, huh? Ungrateful pricks."
- Contractual Immortality: Double-subverted with the April Fools episode 10.5, which ends with Gordon taking a flying leap at a ladder, only to fall down into a chasm and die. The episode fades out as the HEV suit voices phrases such as "Emergency! User death imminent!" The next episode picks up where the previous one began as though it never happened. Gordon remarks on a feeling of deja vu and assumes he has eaten some "bad nachos".
- Copy And Paste Environments: The staircase that looks exactly like the one Gordon got shot by a turret gun in makes him freak out for a moment.
- Corrupt Corporate Executive: Freeman decides that Black Mesa is surely run by one.
Gordon: I wonder if the CEO just rubs himself with money...
- Episode 34 has him concluding that the company is, in fact, run by a Bond villain.
Gordon: We've got missiles, tons of weapons, lasers, a shark tank, and now ninjas.
- Crazy-Prepared: After realizing his bank accounts are probably frozen, Gordon mentions getting back to Massachusetts to find the 10,000 dollars in gold he has buried in Harold Park State Forest.
- The Cuckoolander Was Right: In the first episode, as Gordon gets off the train, he looks back down the tracks asking "Is someone following me?" While this, at first, comes across just as him being paranoid, if one considers the actual events of Half-Life, the G-Man is following Gordon. Throughout all of the events that have happened to him so far.
- When he finds the rocket launcher, he comes to the conclusion that he's a pawn in a game between cosmic forces - half that want him dead and half that want him to succeed. This is exactly what's revealed to be happening later in the series.
- After confrontations with the Gonarch and Nihilanth, Gordon concludes HP Lovecraft was right about everything.
- Deadpan Snarker: Gordon of course, the quote at the top of the page should say it all.
- Deconstructor Fleet: This show would rival Spec Ops: The Line in deconstructing first person shooters if it wasn't so hilarious.
- The Right Man in the Wrong Place just wants to get the hell away from the problem.
- Playing chess doesn't demonstrate intelligence. It's just a matter of practice and memorization as an excuse to feel superior.
- The One-Man Army has to do everything alone, including multi-person tasks like operating machinery.
- The Door to Before is a conspiracy to trap and kill people.
- A Tinfoil Hat won't block any signals.
- Getting infected with radiation won't give you super powers, and even if it did, you'd still die of radiation poisoning.
- Being Properly Paranoid eventually makes you Regular Paranoid and homicidal.
- No rational person would pick up a Living Weapon after encountering other alien monsters.
- A Determinator isn't someone tough enough to endure anything, it's someone sociopathic enough to kill everyone and everything in their way before it can hurt them.
- That Silent Protagonist isn't being stoic, they just don't respect you/are planning to use you as a shield/are planning to kill you/are contemplating insane things/some combination of the above.
- The Fiery Cover Up is impractical and makes no sense, to the point where Freeman doesn't believe in this explanation when told because he doesn't think that the soldiers are that stupid. He's wrong.
- The Eternal Engine was built as a means of using excess funding and avoiding a bidding war.
- The Bond One-Liner is either a coping mechanism for increasing stress or a sign that you're a sociopath. Or both.
- The average First-Person Shooter protagonist would have to be a little unhinged to perform the amount of Violation of Common Sense necessary to proceed.
- Firing a gun inside an air vent is a dumb idea, and can permanently deafen you.
- The Artificial Stupidity is actually the result of the soldiers hating each other, and using the presence of Gordon as an excuse to off one another, so they can label it as friendly fire.
- AIs will never turn against us, because they are too narrow-minded and lack emotion. The ideas/tropes of AIs turning against their masters and ruling the world is actually a wishful dream of humans who want the robots to do it, so that humans don't have to. The case is redundant anyway as programming an AI to rule the world would take just as much work as doing it yourself.
- When Gordon shoots himself up with morphine, he's actually more or less normal, just slightly slurred in his "speech" and considerably less bitter about life then usual. And maybe a little more loopy than even his usual self.
- While Clarke's Third Law explains that advanced technology can pass for magic, it doesn't exclude magic as an explanation.
- Locked Doors are just painted metal walls.
- The reason Xen is littered with suspiciously useful ammo canisters is that the scientists have been sending through test subjects at random by the hundreds, hoping to hit the right location by chance.
- Didn't Think This Through: Episode 8 has Gordon shoot a headcrab while in a vent, causing an ear-piercing ringing to echo throughout the vent and temporarily makes Gordon deaf. He notes how the idea of shooting inside a vent wasn't exactly a bright idea.
- Disproportionate Retribution: If you invade his personal space while he's stressed out, expect him to shoot you.
- Ditzy Genius: Gordon is legitimately intelligent, knows much about theoretical physics, and speaks five languages. He just has a lot of weird habits.
- Doom Magnet: Freeman's companions tend to die, though some are lucky enough to "only" get injured or stranded.
- Door to Before: Gordon encounters many of these during his trek through the facility and usually rants angrily on how useless they are for making him go in huge circles.
- Driven to Madness:
- It's supposed to be funny, but in the beginning of episode 17, an exhausted Gordon becomes frustrated with the monsters for not answering his questions. At the end of the episode, in an unconnected rant, he questions whether he's already insane and imagining it all, then goes on about the unimaginable psychological torment he's going to endure later in life. It's actually a pretty dark rant.
- Gordon: (Hurling a grenade at a wall of explosive crates) I HAVE TO BLOW EVERYTHING UP! IT'S THE ONLY WAY TO PROVE I'M NOT CRAZY!!
- Gordon: (Shooting at a group of soldiers) I AM ON YOUR SIDE GOD DAMMIT, HOW MANY MORE OF YOU DO I HAVE TO KILL BEFORE YOU REALIZE THAT!?!?
- In episode 24, he thinks about decapitating an injured security guard and using his intestines as rope, but later decides against it simply because he figured the intestines would be too slippery.
- Episode 18 has him concluding that he must have encountered a pixie. He's frighteningly serious. It's safe to assume he's snapped at this point. Although, when you consider what has happened that day, the existence of pixies wouldn't be completely out of the question.
- Episode 25, he's hearing voices of the damned. note
- And in 26, he genuinely can't remember if gnomes exist (but again, considering what he has run into so far...)
- And now in Episode 27, he's started talking (thinking?) like a pirate.
- In episode 29 he starts howling like a wolf for no reason when he sees the full moon outside.
Gordon: *clears throat* AROOOOOOOOOOOOOOO- wait, what the hell am I doing?
- In episode 39, he decides that everyone in the world is out to kill him, and thus he should kill everyone in the world. While he's said things like this before, he finally substantiates it by killing a friendly security guard without a second thought and shooting marines on sight. It may be all downhill from here.
Gordon: Fool me once, shame on you. Fool me twice, EVERYONE DIES!
- To be fair to Gordon, he does have amnesia at this point. He's forgotten that the security guards are friendly. Although he's definitely in a "shoot first, don't bother to ask questions" mode of thinking. Gordon also rightfully points out that the soldier he just shot would have needed to pass by said guard, who obviously wasn't harassed. Also, he doesn't (intentionally) shoot anyone who doesn't try to kill him first from that point on.
- Alternatively, the guard may have followed the soldier down the corridor, and was waiting for the soldier to come back so he could ambush him (he was standing right around the corner). Freeman just messed up his plans bad.
- Driven to Suicide: Finding himself trapped in an alien dimension with no way home, Freeman contemplates killing himself in episode 62:
Gordon: Okay, I guess I'll make my way to the big thing, then...blow my brains out, I don't know...
- Dull Surprise: Intentionally done for comedy when Freeman unknowingly launches the required satellites into orbit to end the Resonance Cascade, and mistakes it for an ICBM:
Freeman: Jesus Christ, I launched a missile... I'm not helping anything today.
- Dumb Muscle: Gordon's opinion of the military clean-up battalion.
- Easy Amnesia: Gordon has amnesia from Episode 34 onwards after a few punches to the face. He writes it off as the result of getting drunk the night before. He also states this isn't the first time he's woken up in a trash compactor with no memories of the previous night. His memories slowly start to come back to him over the course of several episodes as the result of things triggering his memories.
- Eldritch Abomination: One of Freeman's nicknames for the Bullsquids is "Cthulhu Dog." He also theorizes that the tentacle is a huge creature buried beneath black mesa, and that what he destroyed may have only its hair strands. Its pretty safe to say he reasonably thinks all the aliens are Eldritch Abominations. When he finally meets the Nihalanth, he exclaims that "Lovecraft was right!"
- The Elevator from Ipanema: Well, "The Girl From Ipanema" is never used, but every working office elevator has background music of some kind.
- Emergency Stash: Mentioned in ep. 28.
- Enemies List: Freeman puts a scientist on his list for annoying him during the experiment in the test chamber. One can only presume that the aliens and the "rescue team" are on it too if he hasn't completely forgotten about it.
- Enemy Chatter: Gordon overhears some of it. A memorable example occurs in episode 30, where he lampshades the Mad Libs Dialogue nature of the soldiers' idle dialogue.
Those last guys out there were making it preeeeety clear they didn't like me, which is a capital offense I guess. But these guys are just saying "Alpha Bravo Position Flanker Gamma Delta"- Soldier:
Squad: all hostiles neutralized. Gordon:
See, this is what I'm talking about. Soldier:
Check your zone, over, clik. Gordon: (walks up to soldiers)
Guys quiet I can't even hear myself think- wait what am I doing? Soldier:
SQUAD! WE GOT FREEMAN! Gordon: Shit!
- Entertainingly Wrong: Gordon misses out on several ammo caches and some weapons (including the most powerful gun in the game). However, each time he does, he has perfectly valid reasons not to do it. He didn't go down a passageway he thought (and later confirmed) had a bunch of soldiers in it while the way forward was a different direction, didn't pick up a crossbow that was covered in headcrabs, avoided the most powerful weapon in the game because it had just caused the deaths of its previous owners, and assumes the Hive Hand to be some sort of alien worm (which he then shoots).
- Epic Fail: Any time the soldiers blow each other up.
- Establishing Character Moment: Like in the main game, the "rescue team" has one when the first soldier Gordon sees guns down a scientist. But in Freeman's Mind specifically, they have another one involving the second soldier Gordon sees: the soldier accidentally blows his teammate up with a grenade.
- Everything Trying to Kill You: Gordon lampshades it.
Gordon: I don't understand! Why is everyone trying to kill me?! I'm awesome! Are you all jealous!?
- Everything's Worse with Bees: Subverted. Freeman is not impressed by the alien Bee Bee Gun, causing him to remark that:
Gordon: Earth bees are more hardcore than space-bees.
- External Retcon: In the original Half Life, the fact that Gordon didn't have access on any of the retinal scanners didn't make much sense in the Anomalous Materials lab, where he worked and should therefore have had access. In Freeman's Mind, we learn that the reason for this is because he got caught playing racquet ball in the anti-mass spectrometer room. Management doesn't want Gordon going anywhere in the facility without permission.
- First-Person Smartass
- Flat "What.": Gordon has one of these in episode 28. He finally comes across an elevator that goes up towards the surface, and gives a deadpan "what" when he finds out the path out is blocked by explosive crates.
- It appears again later (earlier?) during Episode Zero (The Hazard Course) when he figures out the training program wants him to jump off a narrow platform, over a dozen feet off the ground, onto a hard concrete floor. On purpose.
- Follow the Chaos: In episode 4, Gordon lampshades that, in ordinary circumstances, a trail of corpses would indicate danger, not the correct path.
- Follow the Leader: At this point, it seems every kid with FRAPS and Garry's Mod is making his own version of "So-and-so's Mind". Because they mostly rely on the same exact jokes as the original, with poor pacing and less attention to detail, they are generally not as good as the original. However, there are some rather well done Spinoffs which include:
- The Fool: In his blind efforts to get out, Gordon manages to clear his own path simply by wandering around. Most obvious example is in episode 19 when, when he returns to the rocket testing station after activating the electricity and fuel needed to start the rocket and kill the worm monster.
- "I'm torn between wanting to kill every bug in this building, or just levelling it with explosives... I need a bomb."
- Freeman's plans to terrorize and plunder cruise ships with a giant sea turtle, and explicitly ending episode 26 with the comment "I shoulda' been a pirate." The results are mentioned above.
- Not to mention that he talks about buying a scientist zombie off of the G-Man in episode 12. Guess what later happens to him in-canon?
- "This is so unfair, I AM DESTINED FOR GREATNESS! I'll show everyone...
- In episodes 5 and 36, he actually calls himself "The Freeman".
- Of course, this might explain why the rebels call him 'The One Free Man' in Half-Life 2...
- Episode 54 has Freeman proclaiming "This is bullshit! We need to nuke this whole place as soon as I'm out!" Which is exactly what happens at the end of Opposing Force.
- In Episode 66, Freeman accurately predicts that the Vortigaunts will worship him once he kills their leader.
- For Science!: After finding scores of dead travellers in Xen, Gordon figures that the scientists in charge must just be wantonly beaming them there with no concern for their lives, and probably won't stop until someone kills them.
- Frickin' Laser Beams: Gordon has frequent encounters with laser beams. Sometimes they're straight-up deadly, other times they activate something else that's deadly, like trip-mines and sentry turrets. More recently he thought about redirecting an exceptionally powerful one and try to shoot down satellites.
- Gang Up on the Human: "You know, it's a little disturbing how little I've seen aliens fight the soldiers and soldiers fight the aliens."
- General Failure: Freeman theorizes whoever is in charge of the Black Mesa cleanup is this.
- In Episode 44, he's very confused when he finds a squad of soldiers camped out on the side of a cliff, which has no strategic value and is very easy to fall off of. He gets even more confused when he sees a soldier ambush him by jumping out of cave. Later, he sees a soldier hiding in another cave who has been crushed by a rock, and concludes that hiding in caves was probably their orders.
- In Episode 46, he draws attention to the very poor job that the soldiers are doing at killing him. He suggests that they should just use nerve gas on him since he isn't wearing the HEV's helmet.
Freeman: If I were a general, and one guy just kept killing everyone I sent to kill him, I think I'd try something else.[...] I don't have a helmet, they can't seem to figure that out.
- Genre Savvy:
- "Uh-oh, I'd better check my flank. That's how they got that dude in Jurassic Park."
- In 44 he's somehow so crazy that he actually realized he's just a pawn in a cosmic struggle.
- In Episode 28, he correctly deduces that there are probably some soldiers guarding the tram controls, and that it'd save him a lot of trouble to just ignore the tram and walk. He later confirms this when he sees two soldiers standing next to the controls on another floor, and sneaks by them.
- When attacked by Black Ops, Gordon fends them off handily because he identifies them as ninjas and knows how they roll.
- In Episode 58, he correctly anticipates the soldiers will be eliminated as part of the cover-up and Black Mesa will be destroyed, events which occur in Opposing Force.
- The Ghost: Eddie plays this part. He is Gordon's go to guy for shady and illegal deals and is quite possibly his only "friend". He is mentioned by Mike to survive and still up to his old antics in Civil Protection assuming it's the same guy.
- God: While fighting the Gonarch, Gordon briefly wonders if he's fighting God.
- Goddamned Bats: In-Universe. Freeman really gets annoyed when the Vortigaunts shock him.
Gordon: THAT'S SO FRIGGIN ANNOYING! (guns down the Vort) It's not like the electricity kills me, it just hurts!
- Episode 49 has him deciding that the aliens as a whole are this to the soldiers' Demonic Spiders.
The aliens mostly just use bees
and electrical shocks
, and while that's really fucking annoying and painful, it's not bullets
- Grappling-Hook Pistol: Gordon wants one, badly.
- Gratuitous German: "Zeigen Sie mir das Geld!"
- Hand Wave: Gordon usually doesn't take any real damage, because the creator is playing the game with godmode on, presumably. This is handwaved by the damage Freeman takes being written off as minor. Electricity hurts, but doesn't injure. Bullets bounce off the suit or miss altogether. Large caliber rounds or explosives can kill him right through his suit, but he dodges them. Headcrab bites are scratches. Bullsquid spit stinks but doesn't hurt.
- Hard on Soft Science: Gordon has a dim view of Freudian psychology and relishes the prospect of disproving string theory.
- Harsher in Hindsight: In-universe example. In Episode 32, Freeman theorizes that his boss may be trying to take over the world. In Half-Life 2, his boss actually does take over the world, and it's implied that Freeman's boss used the whole incident to do this.
- Helmets Are Hardly Heroic: Averted. Freeman doesn't possess a helmet, but really wants one.
Freeman: I need a helmet. To protect me from punctures, and facial lacerations... and bullets.
- Heroic BSOD: Has a panic attack once he gets to Xen, realizes that the scientists screwed him over by sending him there instead of Massachusetts like he asked, and gets hit by all the implications of being stranded on another world with no way of getting back home.
- Heroic Comedic Sociopath: Freeman eventually begins to enjoy killing aliens and soldiers. He considers time spent killing the former to be community service hours.
- He Who Fights Monsters: Discussed in-universe. Gordon thinks that the line is "He who fights drummers" because "there's no way that [he's] going to end up looking like that◊".
- Hiccup Hijinks: Episode 40.
- Hilarious Outtakes: It's not really hilarious, but the ending text is accompanied by a video of some of the glitches that Ross Scott had to deal with while producing the series.
- Hockey Mask and Chainsaw: Among the list of things Gordon wants. From episode 10:
"I need a chainsaw and a hockey mask. Then we'll see who messes with me."
- Hope Spot: Gordon finally finds an elevator that isn't broken and goes up instead of down. He starts dancing in glee. Then it reaches the top, and the exit is blocked by explosive crates.
- Gordon finds a set of ridged pipes he can climb out of the facility with. Then remembers he is in New Mexico, surrounded by barren desert wastelands that he wouldn't survive.
- "Yeah! It's the surface! PARTY! PARTY! (soldiers appear and open fire) Man! It's the fun police!"
- Hurricane of Puns: Gordon milks being trapped at a dam for all it's worth.
- Humans Are Warriors: Freeman hypothesizes that the reason for the aliens' bad tactics is because humans are just that much better at invasion than them.
- Humble Goal: Freeman just wants to go home, and isn't all that interested in saving the world like the other scientists want him to. He couldn't care less about the alien invasion and government response if only they would all stop shooting/biting him.
- Hyperspace Arsenal: Played with: Gordon occasionally avoids picking up armaments because they either seem dangerous or are too impractical to lug around. In Episode 10.5 he dies because of picking up the shotgun, leaving him too encumbered to make a jump. Later, he puts down the Gluon Gun because it's too heavy for the use he gets out of it. However, just before getting teleported to Xen, he happily takes the entire cache of weapons plus the bulky Long Jump Module. Luckily, Xen has low gravity, so the extra guns aren't as much of a problem.
- Hypno Fool: Gordon gets nearly hypnotized by watching a gauge spin around, and then again when watching a piston move back and forth.
- Hypocritical Humor: When Gordon encounters the soldier firing a rocket launcher, he rants about how stupid and dangerous it is to fire one inside an underground tunnel. Then after killing the soldier and approaching the rocket launcher, his first reaction is to try to use it himself.
- I Just Shot Marvin in the Face:
- When he finally gets his hand on the shotgun he was looking for, Freeman accidentally almost shoots a scientist who holed up in the room where he found it.
- In episode 47, Freeman accidentally shoots a black mesa guard who runs right through his line of fire in the middle of a gunfight with some soldiers.
- In episode 48, he blows away a guard who spooked him by running through a Door to Before. In fairness to Gordon, this guard had done this once before, and Gordon specifically warned him not to do it again precisely for this reason.
- In episode 60, Gordon is teleported out of a fight with a Gargantua and reflexively shoots a scientist in the face. He assumes the man's colleagues were trying to summon a demon and used him as practice.
- Incompetence, Inc.: "Man, you can just smell the money burning in this place." Black Mesa appears to be this to Freeman. One of the signs implores employees, "Work Harder, Not Smarter."
Gordon: Yeah, that's us alright; we stay the course with stupid.
- As per episode 40 it appears Black Mesa has been this for quite a long time, as Freeman implies that people have died regularly enough in experiments that the first thing that comes to mind when he sees a dead guy in a cage is.....
Gordon: Like, why is there a dead guy inside these cages? I don't know what department this is, but this isn't how we kept our lab. If someone turned up dead in one of our experiments, it got cleaned up immediately.
- Indian Burial Ground: Gordon speculates that Black Mesa may have been built on top of one.
- Though he changed his mind by episode 44 when finding out that Black Mesa is actually built inside a mesa.
- Imperial Stormtrooper Marksmanship Academy: In Episode 44, Freeman misses the attack helicopter with his rocket launcher, giving it a chance to blaze away at him with its machine gun. It somehow manages to miss every shot, letting Freeman live long enough to get back to cover and reload.
- Immune to Bullets: In contrast to Half-Life itself, where even the weakest attack will at least do Scratch Damage, Gordon's HEV suit makes it so that Gordon does not take any damage at all from low powered rounds, Vortigaunt blasts, Bullsquid poison, and a few other things. Rifle shots merely dent the suit and leave bruises and welts. However, stronger rounds (such as .50 BMG) can completely punch through it and kill Freeman instantly, which again is unlike the actual game, where even rocket launchers and tank shots can't kill Freeman in one hit, and can be shrugged off by simply picking up a couple medkits after.
- Ink-Suit Actor: Ross Scott looks surprisingly similar to Gordon.
- Inner Monologue: The whole point.
- However, an Inner Monologue isn't usually garbled when underwater, implying that he's been talking out loud the whole time. Or possibly just since he started losing his mind.
- Insufferable Genius: Gordon graduated from M.I.T., and he won't hesitate to let everyone know it.
Gordon: (firing at soldiers) MY DIPLOMA'S WORTH MORE THAN YOUR LIFE!
- Instant Awesome, Just Add Ninja: Subverted 'cause Gordon hates ninjas. Plus, he wasn't expecting them.
- Insufficiently Advanced Alien: In episode 65, Gordon lampshades the fact that teleporting aliens lack even the most basic facets of a modern society. If not for their armored Elite Mooks, they wouldn't even be an industrialized society. As far as he's concerned, taking over their world now that he's been stranded there is doing them a favor.
- Insurmountable Waist-Height Fence: Gordon runs into several flavors of these every time he thinks he's found an exit out of Black Mesa, Lampshading the original game's Railroading. Gordon winds up giving his own rationalizations for why they're there in the first place. However, unlike in the original Half-Life, Gordon can actually do pull-ups over easy obstacles, which ends up saving him a lot of time.
Ross Scott: (in an interview with Podcast 17) Well I mean if you were in that situation what are you going to do? You see a bunch of things hanging down their tongues that can eat you, with a bunch of turret guns and mines lined up along the way, and you hear a bunch of soldiers chattering on their radios. Do you go that way, or do you just do a pull-up over a 7 foot wall?
- Gordon is convinced that the Adamantium (Exit) Doors have one-way mirrors and bulletproof glass. And they're all locked.
- Gordon encounters the Frictionless Hill during his brief stint on the surface ("The sandstone just breaks off!"). He finds a ridged pipe to climb, though that becomes a Hope Spot of its own.
- Interservice Rivalry: Episode 46 has Gordon wondering if the air force is in on the army's conspiracy to kill him.
- Intoxication Ensues: In episode 57 Gordon finally realises the first aid kits contain morphine. The main effect is that his train of thought slows down a little bit, and some of his tendencies (hey, button!) are taken Up to Eleven (Buttons!).
- It Can Think: In episode 59, Gordon begins to wonder if the zombies are getting smarter when one of them uses a dead soldier as a puppet. He becomes dead certain of it when they later set up an ambush.
- Jerkass: Gordon.
- Justified Trope: Gordon himself provides the answers for Black Mesa's unstable structure when he realizes the monsters might be teleporting into the walls. He has some more when he realizes that the "Box Smashing Room" was probably built to pad out the facility's costs so they could get the same amount of grant money on the following year.
- Kill It with Fire: With regards to taking down the tentacle monster:
"Haha! If you can't take the heat, get out of the rocket propulsion test chamber! [Evil Laugh] Burn! Burn! Burn! Physics rules!
- Kinetic Weapons Are Just Better: Gordon has this opinion when confronted with the lightning spewing aliens. Demonstrated again later when he witnesses two soldiers kill an Alien Grunt and a Vortigaunt:
- Kleptomaniac Hero: Gordon frequently muses about stealing office supplies, computers and experiments.
- Lack of Empathy: Freeman actually does feel bad about killing the soldiers at first, but later starts to just stop caring all together. They probably don't deserve any better.
- Lampshade Hanging: Gordon is quick to point out the ridiculous architectural design of Black Mesa, including the lack of structural integrity of every catwalk he tries to cross, the chutes-and-ladders elevator shaft, and the infamous "Box Smashing Room".
Gordon: So where do these things go that we need this many crates? ...That doesn't go anywhere! That's a wall! That means we're just loading up these crates so we can drop them into this pit! That means there's NO DAMN POINT TO THIS WHOLE ROOM!
- Also, Episode 14: Gordon starts pointing out holes in the plot of the game, saying that a government-funded cover-up would not only be expensive, but pointless against randomly-teleporting aliens.
- He's also noticed that his day seems to consist of escaping from one death trap only to fall into another one.
- Episode 28 also hangs a lampshade on the limited models for NPC scientists, when Gordon finds out they know his name.
Dammit, my beard
betrayed me! They found my ID because I'm the only fucking scientist in here with a beard! If I went with that stupid Einstein hairdo
they wouldn't have been able to pick me out from a lineup.
- Large Ham: Again, Gordon.
- Last Episode Theme Reprise: The text crawl that shows after the finale plays the song from the Half-Life soundtrack from which the eight-note stinger was taken to make the introductory music, "Military Precision".
- Lesser of Two Evils: In Episode 49, Freeman decides that the aliens are this, on part of the soldiers being a much bigger threat to him due to their weaponry, and having the capability to hunt him down after he escapes Black Mesa.
- Ludicrous Gibs: Happens a few times, as this IS Half-Life. Freeman also references this trope a few times in hypotheticals, like when he says that getting hit by a particularly powerful blast of electricity would cause his "head to blow up like a baked potato wrapped in tin foil", or when he thinks that the Bradley that's pinning him down will "turn [him] into red paste" if he tries to leave cover.
- Locked Out of the Loop: Gordon is completely unaware of the plot because he never listens to the NPCs. He's just trying to escape and completing objectives by accident along the way.
- Long Runners: The series started in December 2007, and finished In December 2014. That's seven years.
- Made of Explodium: "Why does everything keep exploding?! Did we wire this place to self-destruct?"
- Made of Indestructium: Gordon is not happy that the doors all have bullet-proof glass. He is happy that, in an inversion, the concrete barriers shatter like Styrofoam when the tram car rams into them, but he's very confused.
- He's likewise confused why blowing an entire pile of crates full of explosives does nothing to the walls but leave scorch marks. "THOSE WEREN'T FIRECRACKERS!"
- Made of Iron: The series abandons the standard convention of health bars and medkits, presumably in the name of realism, but in its stead simply has Gordon not take any persistent damage aside from the hole in his ear that he needs to bandage up. The creator says this is because, in this version of the Half-Life universe, the suit is impervious to low-caliber rounds. Gordon has repeatedly expressed his amazement at the durability of the suit.
- As the series goes on, Gordon increasingly disregards small-arms fire and alien projectiles, while continuing to take high-caliber gunfire, explosives, and artillery seriously. As well as giant monsters (e.g. Gargantuas). And anything that comes near his head. At one point he comments that he hasn't been shot enough times to scrape the paint off his suit, which suggests that there's a kinetic threshold below which the thing is completely impenetrable.
- Rifle rounds are able to dent the suit and leave welts and bruises on the wearer, implying that the soldiers could take him down with mere body shots if they packed assault rifles and shot him enough times. It's just that, in the original Half-Life, almost every soldier was packing a submachine gun.
- Also, just as in the original Half-Life, Alien Grunts take a lot of punishment to bring down due to their thick skin and bulletproof armor, much to Gordon's annoyance.
Gordon: Why does it feel like I'm fighting a dump truck?
- The Gonarch takes so much punishment that it causes Gordon to completely freak out, eventually coming to the conclusion that he is fighting God Himself.
- Made of Plasticine: Occasionally, Freeman is astonished that seemingly sturdy materials like metal gates or wooden crates burst apart with suspicious ease when he applies gunfire or a crowbar, especially when other objects, like doors, seem to be Made of Indestructium. In one episode, he shoots down a helicopter with an MP5. He spends the beginning of the next episode pondering how that's even possible. In another episode, he rams a series of concrete bollards with a tram, expecting nothing more than that the tram will explode, while it instead plunges right through without slowing down. He eventually concludes that the bollards must have been made of Styrofoam.
- Mad Scientist: Freeman wishes he could be one.
- Madness Mantra: Lampshaded on at least one occasion.
Gordon: (imitating machine) BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP- yeah, I'm gonna go crazy doing that.
- Major General Song: Gordon sings the entire song and adds another verse while killing an entire military squad in episode 45.
- Major Injury Underreaction: Gordon is quite surprised by how cool one of the scientists in episode forty one is when he gets shot in the leg.
Gordon: No, stop, don't walk on it! Find some gauze to control the bleeding or something, jeez...
- Manchild: It borders on Psychopathic Manchild in later episodes due to his mental breakdown, but Ross Scott once described Freeman in an interview as:
Ross: He has shifting paranoia, egomania, mild schizophrenia, over-aggressiveness, petty motivations, and immaturity in general.
- Mêlée à Trois: Episode 49 has Freeman acknowledging that he's caught in one of these. He eventually concludes that, if anything, he'd want the aliens to win, since the soldiers are a much bigger threat to him, and if the aliens win all the charges against him will probably be dropped.
- Memetic Badass: In Universe, Gordon believes himself to be this.
"That's why the dinosaurs went extinct: ME!!"
- Metaphorgotten: All. The. Time.
Freeman: (sees a Bullsquid eating a dead soldier) Okay, I see a dead soldier and an alien that doesn't see me. I can put one and one together. (shoots Bullsquid) Actually, that's one and negative one. (shoots the Bullsquid more, killing it) Now it's negative two and me. But wait, wouldn't I be number one? I don't know what the hell I'm talking about. See, this is why you have to define your terms: if you don't, people die.
- Metaphorically True:
- Gordon thinks this of the advice given to him by a security guard, who was rather lax on the details when it came to escaping the facility.
- At one point Gordon considers taking one of the Xen aliens to a taxidermist, thinking he would tell them that he doesn't know what it is and that he'll just say he got while out hunting. Then he realizes that what he's doing is sort of like hunting, and that he really doesn't know what the aliens are.
- Mind Screw: The ladder in the elevator shaft in episode 11.
"Why do you have a ladder in an elevator shaft? To fix the elevator! How do you get to the ladder? You take the elevator that doesn't work! Who thought this one up?!?"
- Mike Nelson, Destroyer of Worlds: Freeman has this opinion of himself after he launches a missile at the end of the On A Rail arc. Amusingly, he's right, but for the wrong reasons.
Freeman: Jesus Christ I launched a missile... I'm not helping anything today. Well, guess I started World War III.
- Militaries Are Useless: Freeman certainly thinks so, as he observes them spend most of their time trying to kill him, and killing unarmed civilians or each other, rather than actually doing anything about the Alien Invasion. When he sees them actually fighting and beating aliens in Episode 49, he seems more genuinely awestruck than anything else... only to react casually and with a lack of surprise when he sees the soldiers getting their asses handed to them by Alien Grunts a few rooms later. Including one soldier being punched through a concrete wall.
- Monster Closet: Freeman points out that not only is this the reason the facility is falling apart, but that an alien could teleport into a person. At any time.
- Mood Whiplash: Upon being teleported to the Nihilanth's lair, Freeman begins screaming in terror— as the episode abruptly ends with this playing during the end credits.
- Mook Chivalry: The soldiers usually either avert this or play it straight, due to the schizophrenic AI of Half-Life. On one hand, they politely run around corners after they just saw their partners get shot doing the same thing, but on the other, they do things like throw grenades and aim for the head.
- More Dakka: "Is that an MP5? It is! (Evil Laugh) Now I can solve up to 800 problems a minute!"
- Motor Mouth: Gordon during the entirety of episode 45, combined with Casual Danger Dialogue. He even sings in this manner.
- Most Annoying Sound: In-Universe. Freeman really hates beeping.
- Mundane Made Awesome: Gordon, when encountering turrets, is constantly thinking about mundane applications for them.
- My God, What Have I Done?: In episode 3 during the resonance cascade:
- Never My Fault: Freeman blames a guard for opening a door, startling him and causing him to shoot the guard in episode 48.
- Nice Job Breaking It, Hero:
"Jesus Christ I launched a missile... I'm not helping anything."
- The Nicknamer: Gordon.
- Bullsquids are "Cthulhu Dogs", and later "Snot Monsters".
- Vortigaunts are "Zappers", though he admits it isn't a great name.
- The Gargantua are "Godzilla".
- Xen trampolines are the "Asphalt Tumor Tide".
- He also assigns names based on his comparison of the situation to chess. Vortigaunts are pawns, alien soldiers are rooks, and human soldiers are bishops.
- The soldier who nearly kills him with a rocket launcher in episode 28 is "Rocky the Rocket Ranger".
- And the black-ops soldiers are ninjas.
- Nightmare Fuel: In-Universe, a bullsquid gives Gordon some, and we get to hear about it:
Gordon: Yeah, that's right, moan! MOAN! That noise is exactly what I'll be thinking about when I try to get to sleep tonight! And I'll be dreaming about you sucking out my eyes with your tentacled face while I'm nestled up against a stack of rotting corpses; then my intestines will burst with insects crawling out of them; then the screaming — jeez, that's a long drop.
- "Hey, that's a ladder! That means this is legit; this might actually go somewhere! I mean, it probably leads to a room filled with poison gas and a bunch of dead people that look just like me, but I don't know that, so there's room for hope, I guess."
- "If any of these worms get in my hair, I swear to God I'm just gonna freak out. Yeah, worms get in my hair; the power fails and the lights go out; then some old guy with a raspy voice starts laughing and poking me with a stick. That would complete the experience."
- "I was expecting to look down there and see this giant eyeball looking up at me, angry at me because I blew off its eyelashes or something, then the whole building starts shaking and I guess I'd just ball up and cry, because what do you do when something that big wants to kill you?"
- No Good Deed Goes Unpunished: In episode forty-one, Freeman has this opinion about a scientist who got shot in the leg by a soldier while helping Gordon escape the building:
Gordon: That's irony for you. He's the only person in this whole building who's been even remotely helpful, and now he's probably going to go get himself killed.
- Noodle Incident: In episode 3, Gordon says that he should calm down to avoid a repeat of "Monday".
- And after shooting a Barnacle and watching its innards (or lunch) spill onto the floor, he says "This is like a repeat of when I worked in fast food that summer."
- And in episode 16, after turning on a fan that almost cuts his head off:
Gordon: I guess I don't have anyone to blame but myself. You go around pushing enough buttons and heavy machinery, and you end up in trouble. At least there were no witnesses this time. I mean, this is nothing compared to woodshop back in high school. I almost got expelled over that.
- He states in episode 35 that he woke up in a trash compactor again. One can only imagine the other times it happened.
- He also mentions an incident in Austria that he considers even worse than the current situation, where he woke up naked and had to make clothes out of garbage bags.
- It's a character trait and not an event, but his fear of Muppets is presented with the same casual tone and lack of elaboration as these.
- Then there's his "memory" of "last night" when he comes to in the trash compactor. Was it his dream, a false memory induced by the temporary memory loss, or something that really happened the night before the experiment?
- Mentions something that happened in Panama to an acquaintance named Eddie in episode 48 which seemed to pay off big time. Whatever it was, it was probably illegal given Gordon's descriptions of Eddie.
- No Indoor Voice: Gordon pulls this off a LOT, especially when he is under attack and yells very loudly at his attackers. Though given the name of the series, he might not be saying anything out loud.
- No OSHA Compliance: One of Gordon's many sources of ramblings. Even on Xen, the alien world, he remarks on the lack of guardrails.
- No Theme Tune: But it does have a pretty recognizable "Bump bump chu... bump bump chi... bump bump" noise that plays at the beginning. That noise is the opening to "Military Precision" from the Half-Life soundtrack, and is copied into every Mind clone. The part right after that can be heard in the closing credits of Barney's Mind (see under Follow the Leader above).
- Nothing Can Stop Us Now: Gordon finally finds the elevator to Surface Access by the end of Episode 12. It doesn't go well next episode...
- Not That Kind of Doctor: "Oh hell. Is that guy dead? Dammit, I'm a doctor not a... normal doctor!"
- Oh, Crap:
- Ominous Owl: In Episode 28 when Freeman's mocking those who called him paranoid, he says "Owls can't read your mind, Freeman!"
- Omniglot: Gordon apparently speaks five languages, English, Spanish, German, Hindi, and Haitian Creole. He says he's been to Haiti and India in the past, and he mentions Austria a few times (where German is spoken)—specifically Innsbruck, which matches with Freeman's canon background. No word yet on where he learned Spanish, though he does live in New Mexico. However, it's worth noting that his understanding of the other languages appears focused on how to get something for himself. Spanish for buying drugs; German for finding treasure; Hindi for his new life after he goes into hiding; and Creole to buy zombies.
- One-Man Army: Freeman, as usual. Though Deconstructed to a degree: Freeman is very vocal about the outcome of his body count, probably predicting it will result in extreme mental breakdown and the U.S. Government hunting him down even if he manages to escape. Also, while Freeman's high intellect, physical strength, and resourcefulness help him survive, he's clearly acknowledged several times that without his suit he'd most likely be dead. His enemies' blunders also help.
- One Steve Limit: Averted, Freeman mentions having a cousin Jesse as well as another Jesse who likes to zap himself with a cattle prod for fun.
- Only Sane Man: Freeman sees himself this way. Surprisingly, there is a lot of truth in his statements, as per the nature of Half-Life, everyone is either completely retarded (he frequently lampshades the scientists' and marines' suicidal tendencies) or trying to kill him. Or both. At the beginning of episode 13, he even says "Everyone is crazy but me!" while reacting to the marines bombing the surface. This by no means makes him that sane himself, it's more "Everyone's more insane than me!"
- Outrun the Fireball: Gordon sort of does this in Episode 49, after a soldier attempts to kill him by throwing a satchel charge in the pipe Freeman is crawling through. "Sort of" because he's close to the exit when its thrown in, is able to get to the exit before the soldier detonates it, and spends less than a second in the pipe after it goes off, quickly dropping out.
- Painting the Medium: See Contractual Immortality.
- The Password Is Always Swordfish: When faced with a keypad lock, Gordon successfully tries "1234" as a combination. He laments that this can be attributed not to his genius, but someone else's stupidity.
- Path of Most Resistance: Gordon lampshades that the right way generally seems to be where all the bodies and bloodstains are.
Gordon: Well, seeing as this is the most dangerous thing I've ever seen in my life, I must be going the right way.
- Percussive Maintenance: When something doesn't work, Gordon's first instinct is to hit it with his crowbar. It usually doesn't help, though.
- Pet the Dog: Though mostly known for being a selfish Jerkass, Freeman DOES on occasion try to save his fellow scientists. Most notably near the end of episode 59, when he starts lobbing grenades at a Gargantuan that's attacking some Black Mesa personnel and actually seems upset when he's unable to save them. Bear in mind that doing so wouldn't benefit him at all.
- Ironically, this moment happens at what could easily be considered the height of Gordon's Ax Craziness
- Freeman won't actually kill people that he doesn't see as a threat (though his paranoia and jumpiness has massively lowered the threshold to qualify). This applies even to aliens, as when he runs into some non-hostile vortigaunts on Xen, he's willing to let them live.
- Phlebotinum Killed the Dinosaurs: Apparently, Gordon believes that HE killed the dinosaurs.
- Pre-Mortem One-Liner: After throwing a remote-detonating satchel charge between two soldiers who fail to notice it.
- Properly Paranoid: He uses the Crazy-Prepared example above to claim being this, but then starts listing off the ridiculous things he's paranoid of.
- After all the crap that has happened at Black Mesa who to say that there isn't frogmen in the sewers and owls that can read his mind? (Probably escaped Aperture Science experiments.)
- He learns in Episode 33 that his suit has tracking devices.
- "I need to stop doubting my own sanity because I've been proven right about EVERYTHING!"
- Protagonist-Centered Morality:
Sooooo... guess I just started World War III
. This has been a busy day. But in the end, there's only one thing that matters: I
did not leave any fingerprints. I
was wearing my suit.
- Psychic Static: Aside from "FREEEEEEEEMMMMAAAAANNN", none of the Nihilanth's psychic messages are noticed by Gordon as he moves through Xen due to his own thoughts blocking them out.
- Punch Clock Hero: When Freeman fails to follow Chronic Hero Syndrome, he justifies it by saying "That's not my job!"
- Punch Clock Villain:
Gordon: [After seeing a soldier gun down his co-worker] You see, he's not even trying to plant a gun on him or hide the body. That's a bad sign. Like this is just another day at work for him.
- Punctuated Pounding: Just about every time he attacks something.
- Puny Earthlings:
Freeman: I'm not sure what I'm more upset about: that they're shocking me, or that I can't shoot electricity from my hands.
- Pungeon Master: Guess who?
Freeman: (trapped in a box and surrounded by aliens) I'M BOXED IN!
Freeman: (looking at a dam) They can blow up the damn dam for all I care! Dammit!
- Rasputinian Death: A subversion. In episode 15, Gordon starts pondering about how he's still alive with all the injuries he's suffered.
- Reality Ensues: Gordon finally makes it to the surface, and is ready to up and leave the facility... until he remembers he's in the middle of the desert. Miles away from civilization. With no food and water. On foot. And the entire military trying to kill him. He promptly heads back underground.
- Refuge in Audacity: Freeman thinks that there's no way that the military can convict him for the killing of dozens of marines simply because it wouldn't make sense.
No military training, never fired a gun, acquitted for petty theft, not a member of any extremist organizations, has a PhD in theoretical physics. Yeah, that sounds like our man
- Road Runner PC: One of the few game mechanics not lampshaded or defied in this series is Gordon's ability to breeze along at 10 mph without getting out of breath (and swim with equal acumen). Some of his lines suggest that he gets at least occasional exercise.
- Roses Are Red, Violets Are Blue: One of the YouTube comments displayed during the end credits:
roses are blue
violets are red
i am bad at poetry
- Rule of Funny: Freeman slurs to an extreme degree whenever dizzy. Why? Because it's goddamn funny.
- Presumably, it's also the reason his inner monologue gets so muffled underwater.
- Running Gag: Gordon repeatedly...
- ...commenting that he misses his suit helmet.
- ...killing barnacles and getting showered by gore.
- ...channeling his inner monkey.
- ...wishing his suit had a grappling hook.
- ...realizing he's just gone through a Door to Before.
- ...contemplating hocking a loogie into various deep pits.
- ...trying to kill all of the cockroaches.
- ...getting frustrated by dead ends and trying to open them by hitting them with his crowbar (even the metal ones).
- ...checking whether someone is following him.
- ...ruminating that things are okay because he has a gun. (Emphasis his.)
- ...stating "I should have been a _______."
- ...commenting on the facility being a James Bond Super Villain company.
- ...mentioning his friend Eddie who could either supply him with certain [X] or could buy certain [X] from him. ([X] being the not very easily legally obtained good of discussion)
- ...witnessing the soldiers blowing each other up.
- ...being startled by scientists or guards suddenly talking or appearing in front of him.
- ...complaining about flimsy, easily-broken catwalks.
- ...fancying whether he would be able to explain all the kills he made as N+1 cases of self-defence and getting increasingly sure that he won't.
- ...entering an elevator with background music.
- Sanity Slippage: "OH GOD I'M OUT OF AMMO!! WHOSE JOB IS IT TO RELOAD?! YOU'RE FIRED!! WHAT DO YOU MEAN THERE'S NO AMMO LEFT?! YOU'RE FIRED TOO!!" Yep, he's talking to himself. It seems to calm him down a little.
- Teeters on the edge of total breakdown when he first enters Xen, as he's utterly furious at (what he perceives to have happened) being tricked and abandoned by the scientists, and completely terrified at the prospect of navigating a world that makes no physical sense. Once again, screaming at himself for a few minutes seems to help.
- Saw "Star Wars" Twenty-Seven Times: In episode 6 Gordon mentions that he watched Die Hard "like fifty times", which is apparently where all his knowledge of guns comes from.
- Screw Destiny:
You know, people say you should just play the hand you've been dealt in life. You know what? Fuck that. I say that if you get a dealt a bad hand, you throw out your cards, flip the table, pull a gun on the dealer and start shooting... life
, I guess.
- Schizo Tech: In the Rocket Test Lab, Gordon is flabbergasted upon seeing a reel-to-reel memory storage device from the 70's. He's even more confused when he sees what looks like a punch card slot.
- Schmuck Bait
"What's that say? Do not obstruct laser shield? Big letters, too. That's almost asking for someone to obstruct it, isn't it? I don't care for your rules. Now I wanna see what happens when it gets obstructed!"
- Screw This, I'm Outta Here!: Gordon's main goal since the resonance cascade has just been to escape from the facility. But its labyrinthine design and the lethality of the firefight on the surface repeatedly force him to stay on the path.
- Shaky Cam: As the series is in first-person, Gordon's freaking out and spraying bullets everywhere during a firefight creates a similar effect. Justified, as a real physicist with no prior military training would probably do that, too.
- Shooting Superman: This series does away with health packs and armor rechargers in favor of simply having Gordon's Powered Armor make him impervious to low level threats (low power rounds, Bullsquid poison, Vortigaunt electrical attacks, et cetera), with the higher level threats (such as explosives, high caliber rounds, and giant monsters) being instantly fatal, forcing Freeman to always dodge them at all costs. As a result, the marines' continuous attempts to kill Gordon by just shooting him in the torso with their MP5s comes off as this. Gordon lampshades it a few times.
- Shoplift and Die: Freeman imagines that in 50 years, in addition to surveillance cameras, Wal-Marts will also come equipped with roof-mounted turret guns to gun down shoplifters.
- Short-Range Shotgun: Averted in that Freeman uses the shotgun at a much longer range than it is effective at in-game. The creator hasn't modified it's accuracy or anything, he's just raised the damage to disguise the fact that only a few pellets are actually hitting the target in-game, making it look like it's taking several long range shots to down the target (usually a soldier). A similar thing is done with the MP5.
- Shout-Out: A lot of them. Die Hard, Star Wars, Alien, HP Lovecraft, Jurassic Park, Spider-Man, Super Mario Bros.... Gordon is a bit of a pop culture junkie.
- Players of Half-Life mods can notice clever references to mods.
- "I have no tail, and I must swing."
- Episode 5 had Gordon saying that manslaughter sounds like a butcher in a evil meat shop who grinds up people for meat.
- Episode 25 had him wondering if the aliens were in fact demons.
- "Dammit, I'm a doctor, not a... normal doctor!"
- "Bugs can crawl on walls. Maybe I should have been a bug. Go team Kafka."
- "Roger, Roger. What's your vector, Victor?"
- "YOU SHOT ME IN THE EAR!"
- "We're the big shop of horrors."
- "Yeah, I'm a first generation Morlock!"
- "It'll be like that one scene from Scanners, except this'll be the real thing!"
- In episode 36, Gordon recalls the biology department making plants with killer pollen.
- In one episode, Gordon theorizes that he was supposed to die in the test chamber and everything that's happened since is the universe trying to kill him to put things right.
- "Maybe if something teleported inside of me I'd end up like THE FLY. Help meeeeee."
- "I mean, what is this, the The Three Stooges join the Corps?"
- "They'd call me Dr. Strangle-love."
- In episode 50, Gordon theorizes that ghosts let him out of the pipe like when they freed Jack Torrance in The Shining.
- When he encounters a giant, pointless gear in an underground waterway, he calls it a Charlie Chaplin cog.
- When putting together that Black Mesa may be about to suffer a meltdown in its nuclear plant he refers to it as China Syndrome.
- Episode 57 has Gordon stoned on morphine. Shepard from Shepard's mind went through a worse predicament when he accidentally took some oxycodone - Gordon's oxy.
- Gordon's favorite Dirty Harry movie is the one where he guns down the giant monster with the tentacle arms.
- Unlike certain forms of teleportation, Black Mesa's teleporters don't conserve momentum.
- In Episode 67, Freeman wants the aliens to come out and play, in the same style that Luther calls to The Warriors, sans bottle clinking.
- Two towards Doctor Who near the end of the series: when dizzy on Xen, he glances at a glowing blue box and confuses it for the TARDIS for a second and calls the G-Man a Time Lord.
- Shut Up, Hannibal!: In one episode, Freeman overhears two soldiers talking about how mad they are that Freeman killed all their friends (in self-defense). Gordon responds with machine gun fire.
- Small Name, Big Ego: Gordon is actually pretty smart, physically fit, and overall competent, though he tends to inflate it to godlike levels.
Gordon: (after killing a Gargantua) That's why the dinosaurs went extinct: ME!
- Smart People Play Chess: Episode 49 Gordon muses about Shotgun Chess, but then disregards it all by shouting how he hates chess.
- He also says that being good at chess has less to do with how smart you are and more to do with being able to think further ahead than your opponent.
- A few episodes after the above, he comments on how chess can't possibly prepare one for anything he's gone through.
- In an earlier episode, he remarked that the soldiers probably suck at chess.
- Smash to Black:
- We get one at the end of Episode 57 when Freeman steps into the teleporter, after he has spent the last minute or so insisting that the teleporters are just holograms. Episode 58 picks up the dialogue where 57 left off.
- Another one at the end of Episode 67, as Freeman screams upon seeing the Nihilanth for the first time. Again, the next episode finishes the scream.
- Stealth Pun: In episode 28, he complains about an attacker disrupting his "train of thought"... while he's on a rail car, thinking to himself.
- Steel Ear Drums: Averted in episode 8.
Gordon: [Sees a few Head Crabs in the vent] Oh, you son of a bitch!
[Fires several shots with his handgun, which are immediately accompanied by a high-pitched 'eeeeeee~' sound]
Gordon: Auuuugh! My ears! That was not smart... firing a gun inside an air vent! I hope I'm not deaf!
- The Stoner: Gordon seems to have an unhealthy fixation with Oxycodone, though it only shows up twice so far in the series. In one of the first episodes, he presumably has a "stash" of it in his locker (which goes missing beforehand), and in Episode 17, he sees a sign reading "Oxy" and thinks it stands for Oxycodone before he realizes it's liquid oxygen for a test rocket. "I don't think you can get high off oxygen."note He later climbs into a shark cage in the hope of procurring animal tranquilizers (and is disappointed upon finding out he can't get high off the type Black Mesa uses).
- Upon seeing a crawlspace in the ceiling in Episode 20, he remarks "You could store a lot of drugs in there!"
- Gordon's Oxycodone addiction becomes a cross-series Brick Joke when, in episode 18 of Shephard's Mind, Adrian stops to take some antidepressants that he found in Gordon's Locker, only to discover after that fact that he had in fact overdosed on stolen Oxycodone, and spends the next episode completely stoned on the stuff.
- As noted above in the Bilingual Bonus entry, Gordon straight-up offers to buy drugs from a passing scientist.
- He theorizes an alien must be a "galactic stoner" upon witnessing it fall through a traditional Black Mesa catwalk and ignore his subsequent gunfire.
- In episode 57 he spends most of the time on morphine. Besides being a bit less frustrated with the world, and maybe a little more loopy, he really doesn't seem that different from his normal self.
- Stop Helping Me!: In-Universe.
Gordon: Uh oh, everything's working fine, better call in the military!
- Stuff Blowing Up:
- Stupidity Is the Only Option: Lampshaded in episode 11, after leaping across an elevator shaft onto a ladder on the opposite wall.
Gordon: Oh my God! That was stupid. Why do I keep doing stupid things? Oh my God. I could've died!
- Super Window Jump: The Badass Grandpa scientist pulls this, and Gordon is suitably impressed. Too bad he dies not five seconds later.
- Surrounded by Idiots: Freeman's assessment of the situation, coming to the conclusion that literally everyone involved besides himnote is an idiot.
- Suspicious Video Game Generosity:
- "This is... suspiciously convenient. I haven't been used to things going my way for quite a while now."
- "What's with all these grenades everywhere?"
- The rocket launcher leads him to revise his theory that the entire Universe wants him dead. Then, of course, the attack helicopter from before shows up again...
- In episode 48, upon being introduced to a massive weapons stash by a security guard, Gordon muses on how he might have his friend Eddie sell them all and get a finder's fee out of it.
- Sword Cane: Gordon wants to buy one when he gets older.
- Tactical Rock-Paper-Scissors: Spoofed by Gordon when he finds an unmanned and yet to be activated sentry gun, which he then completely misses the grenade throw on.
Gordon: Okay, paper beats rock, hand grenade beats unmanned sentry gu-shit.
- Take a Third Option: Gordon brings this up when talking about the Uncertainty Principle (how measuring an electron's position changes its momentum, and vice versa). According to Gordon, there's only one correct answer—to get drunk and light things on fire.
- Take My Hand: Gordon tells an elderly scientist to do this in an early episode after the Resonance Cascade. The scientist falls soon after, letting Gordon spout a hilarious line.
Gordon: No, your other hand, you idiot!
- Take Over the World: Freeman wishes he could do this, and constantly fantasizes about what he'd do if he ruled it. He also has always wanted to build a robot army, and live in a giant metal spider fortress. He has no way of actually following through on it, though, so it's pretty harmless.
- Take That, Audience!: Instead of ending credits (since it only takes a couple of seconds to show everyone involved), the last episode shows a collection of the most banal, misspelled, or obtuse comments appended to the series, including at least a few hundred different people asking "what game is this?"
- Talk Like a Pirate: Episode 27 and the very beginning of Episode 28.
- Tanks, but No Tanks: Freeman refers to two Bradleys as tanks, even though they're not. Justified in that Gordon, by his own admission, knows next to nothing about this stuff, and would likely make a mistake like this.
- Tanks for Nothing: Freeman somehow blows up an Abrams with a grenade launcher, and blows up a Bradley by shooting it. Both of these are obviously unrealistic, but the latter is particularly notable because said Bradley had just (realistically) taken dozens of rounds of small arms fire and three grenades without taking any damage. This is of course because the tanks and IFVs in Half-Life, just like every other enemy, could succumb to Death of a Thousand Cuts from any weapon, including the crowbar. Though these ones would only take damage from hits to the turret; their bodies were invulnerable. This is despite Ross Scott specifically saying that he wanted Freeman's Mind to be less "video game-y" than Half-Life.
- The second Bradley Freeman comes across is dispatched realistically, with an anti-tank missile.
- Tank Goodness: Freeman pines for this trope, having come across a tank with an open hatch but it's still locked (the actual reason of course being that Half-Life doesn't provide for driving any of the vehicles) and just thinking about it depresses him. He has to settle for using the mounted machine gun.
- Tastes Like Chicken: One of Freeman's rants is against those who claim everything they haven't tried tastes like chicken, and he emphatically states that the giant tentacle he just barbecued likely tastes nothing like chicken.
- Tastes Like Feet: He says the bullsquid's secretions "taste like dead caterpillars."
- Tastes Like Purple: After getting teleported to Uplink, Gordon increasingly experiences flashes of green light until they take him back to the main game. The first time this happens, he thinks he just heard "someone green" and then wonders if he's suffering temporary synesthesia due to head trauma.
- Team Killer: Freeman has killed (or at least incapacitated) at least one security guard intentionally, shot another after he ran in front of his gun, and comments about how the soldiers have killed their own guys on several occasions.
- Tele-Frag: Gordon theorizes that the reason Black Mesa is doing so much collapsing is that aliens keep accidentally teleporting into the walls and important pieces of equipment.
- Later, Gordon surmises that the scientists sending "volunteers" to Xen don't know the location of the area they're aiming for, and are just punching in random coordinates. This would explain why there are ammo cases deep in enemy territory and why most of the hazmat-suited corpses he finds look like they fell to their deaths.
- Testosterone Poisoning: Doom Guy, oh so very much.
- There Is No Kill Like Overkill: Gordon tries to kill a cockroach with his machine gun, and when it fails, he says that's why he needs a shotgun.
- In episode 42, he sees an alien shark in the water. Not wanting to have another close call, he decides to simply kill it from far away with his machine gun. After firing about thirty rounds into the water, he fires his grenade launcher just to be sure.
- When the helicopter starts firing missiles at him, instead of just taking him out with its machine gun, he declares it to be a case of this.
- He has a similar reaction when the soldiers start firing artillery at him at the dam.
Freeman: Dammit! Pretty sure this is unconstitutional, even cops aren't allowed to mortar people. I mean what happened? Was there an emergency session of congress to vote on bombing me!?
- Freeman concludes that this is the reason the military puts trip-mines everywhere.
Freeman: I guess the idea is that if an alien comes by here, we blow it up and the side of a building.
- In episode 56, he takes out a Grunt with a rocket launcher because he's low on other ammo. He then spends the rest of the episode ruminating on whether it's 'honorable' to use such an overpowered weapon.
- This Is for Emphasis, Bitch!: See also Bond One-Liner.
- This Is My Side: He declares one of the laser tripwires to be "the line" and tells the aliens to stay on their side of it. Apparently he played the trope straight in college.
- Training from Hell: Freeman is flabbergasted to see a squad of soldiers entrenched on the narrow paths of a mountain. He wonders if this is the reason that they're there.
Freeman: And if over 2/3 of the recruits die, then they can label it as intensive training.
- Too Dumb to Live: In episode 41, Gordon recruits a scientist to open the door leading outside, but first has to get past a couple of spinning blades. Gordon easily moves through them and tries to coach the scientist to do the same. The next thing you hear is *SPLAT*. Gordon is annoyed. Luckily, there were two more scientists to work with.
- Took a Level in Badass: Discussed. Gordon theorises that the zombies are getting smarter after two of them seem to set an ambush for him.
- Took a Level in Jerkass: Freeman gets noticeably more callous, uncaring, and cynical as the series goes on. Compare episode 4, where he tries to save a scientist from falling, to episode 10, where he says to a scientist "You're on your own, chump" and abandons him. He also talks about how slavery was a good idea (though overly restricted by only targeting one race) and makes a back-up plan in case he accidentally shoots a civilian. There's a couple reasons for this. He does show concern when a helpful scientist is shot and demands he find gauze and disinfectant. He seems to believe in survival of the fittest as he doesn't care when idiots get themselves killed, but he likes people to stay alive if they are helpful, smart, and DON'T piss him off. In episode 65 (and later 66), he even spares a couple of aliens because they're not attacking him, and he doesn't want to discourage that mentality.
- To Serve Man: Inverted when Freeman contemplates eating the aliens in episode 51, but lacks a means by which to cook them.
- Tracking Device: In episode 33, Gordon is understandably upset when he learns his suit is full of these, which is how the HECU has been tracking him.
- Trademark Favorite Food: Doritos. Freeman spends several episodes musing about them, and when he gets them in episodes 10-11, he thinks there's something wrong with them, despite having "enough preservatives in them to mummify a small dog."
- In later episodes, he spends considerable time talking about pizza, and unusual ways of delivering it (via trams, amphibious deliveries to beaches, etc.). Unsurprisingly, this begins to happen not long after Freeman mentions that he's pretty hungry, and generally coincides with his surroundings - being near trams, water, etc.
- Trauma-Induced Amnesia: Gordon's "apprehension" at the end of episode 34 consisted of at least one blow to the head. In episode 35, he can't remember the events of the previous day or so, including the resonance cascade scenario. It's not until halfway through episode 37, after he faces a bullsquid, that he really starts to remember all of what had happened, but for some reason he has false memories of it being caused by a Lovecraftian cult. He isn't exactly wrong, though.
- Two-Keyed Lock: Gordon comments on the unusual lack of this (among other security measures) at the launch site. Granted, it's not for a missile like he thought it was, but still.
- Unfriendly Fire: In episode 30, an officer blows up a pair of his troops with a grenade launcher. Freeman theorizes this is the reason.
Gordon: I don't even think he was aiming for me; I was just the excuse!
- Unsympathetic Comedy Protagonist: Freeman, and all the other mind series protagonist, to an extent.
- Unusually Uninteresting Sight: As the series goes on, Freeman gets less and less surprised about the stupidity of the rest of the human species, and his constant near death experiences. For example, in episode 10, he doesn't even seem to care that zombies can punch right through concrete walls, even though that would be very bad for him if they ever got close. In episode 46, he can't even bring himself to utter a "what the fuck?" when he sees an entire missile testing facility turned into a giant trip-minefield by the "rescue team". Instead, he simply says "this room confirms every theory I had about the soldiers".
- Valley Girl: Gordon talks like this after having sung "Modern Major General" trying to justify his actions to a corpse.
- Vanity Plate: The Accursed Farms cow appears at the end of every episode.
- Violation of Common Sense: He occasionally does this in order to progress, as in the game. Usually lampshaded, like when he speculates that the surprisingly-flimsy concrete barriers are actually just Styrofoam.
- In Episode 0, he lampshades the stupidity of having to jump from a great height onto a target painted on the concrete floor during the Hazard Course. The idea in the actual game, of course, is to demonstrate what kinds of falls will actually hurt. In this series, Gordon decides to simply lie about finishing the test, assuming his supervisors will be too lazy to check.
- Stand out examples include making a running jump across an elevator shaft onto a ladder and running through an open area and strafing to dodge while a Bradley fires its 25mm autocannon at him. He lampshades how maneuvers like this could very easily get him killed:
Freeman: (upon making the jump) OH MY GOD! That was stupid, why do I keep doing stupid things, oh my god, oh- I could've died!
Freeman: (formulating his plan to make it past the Bradley) And this tank needs... seconds, to turn the barrel left and right. So that's my window of really shitty opportunity.
- Violence Is the Only Option/Violence Really Is the Answer: Invoked by Freeman, who makes a few attempts at communication with the aliens and HECU and comes to this conclusion because, well, they still try to kill him.
- Wake Up, Go to School, Save the World: "This is almost getting to be like a chore. You know, wash the dishes, do the laundry, shoot the Snot Thing, empty the trash..."
- Weirdness Magnet: Lampshaded in episode 51.
Freeman: It's so easy to try to explain this all as just "aliens". But it's aliens and teleportation and a conspiracy against me, and drugs, and in-house genocide, and ghosts, and now these... cosmic disco balls?
- What Does This Button Do?: The usual reaction to finding a new button or switch he hasn't touched yet.
- What the Hell, Hero?: Gordon's reaction to the HECU soldiers trying to kill him.
"This is the worst rescue operation in history!"
- Who Writes This Crap?!: Gordon is less than enthused about the "fall three stories aiming for a red circle" part of training.
- Why Isn't It Attacking?: In episode 65, Gordon encounters a couple of Vortigaunts who don't attack him. He decides to let them live, because he doesn't want to discourage that mentality. He does it again in episode 66.
- Why Won't You Die?: Gordon ponders this about himself, saying, "I've brushed with Death so often, I should start giving him high-fives as I pass."
- Would Hit a Girl: Freeman does so by necessity, gunning down the female black ops he mistakes for ninjas.
- Wrong Genre Savvy: Occasionally; in Episode 26, Gordon wonders if there's any hidden Nazi Gold inside Black Mesa. Wrong FPS game, Gordon!
- Ye Olde Butcherede Englishe: When he picks up the Rocket Launcher and he hears the return of the helicopter he starts speaking like this.
- You ALL Look Familiar: Gordon says the only thing that makes him stand out is his beard, being the only scientist with one. Aside from him, you've got black scientist, Einstein scientist, bald scientist, and security guard.
- You Make Me Sic: Gordon's reaction to "Yore Dead Freeman".
- You Keep Using That Word: Gordon rants about the misuse of the word "dimension" in Episode 55.