* The majority of [[TraumaCongaLine the book.]]
* There's also a part of Harry's conversation with Ebenezar in the last chapter of ''Changes''.
-->[[spoiler: "Hell of a hard thing to do."]]
-->[[spoiler: "It wasn't hard," I said quietly. "Just cold."]]
-->[[spoiler: "Oh, Hoss," he said. There was more compassion in the words than you'd think would fit there.]]
** In ''Changes'', Harry has been paralyzed from the waist down, and is succumbing to despair, and prays to the archangel Uriel to help him. Uriel arrives and says he can't, but then reminds him that he does have a couple of other avenues open to him to [[spoiler: save his daughter]]. Finally, he makes the choice he's been avoiding for years.
-->"For you, little girl. [[spoiler: Dad's coming. Mab! Mab, Queen of Air and Darkness, Queen of the Winter Court! Mab, I bid you come ''forth''!]]"
** When Harry that he has to [[spoiler: kill Susan]] to win the day at the end of ''Changes'', Butcher makes clear how horrible it is for him.
-->[[spoiler:I used the knife]]
-->[[spoiler:I saved a child.]]
-->[[spoiler:I won a war.]]
-->God forgive me.
** What makes it extra powerful is that for the majority James Marsters' reading of the audiobook, he's fairly calm. Sure, there are scenes where he tinges his reading with the anger, disbelief, weariness, pain, and fear that Harry has to be feeling, but when he gets to "God forgive me," the line is delivered with a heartbreaking half-sob. It almost sounds like Marsters ''himself'' was breaking down crying while reading that chapter.
* Hell, Marsters' reading the entire last chapter. Especially when Harry [[spoiler: asks Murphy to take Maggie to Father Forthill and put her someplace safe, and that he doesn't need to know.]]
** A small but powerful moment afterward: the Leanansidhe says that she will [[spoiler: bury Susan]] with all the respect and honor that Harry would wish to do himself, and even ''gives her word'' that she will do so without expecting anything from Harry in return - something incredibly rare among TheFairFolk. But the hammer comes from Harry's thoughts immediately afterward.
-->''But maybe I shouldn't have been surprised: [[DarkIsNotEvil Even in Winter, the cold isn't always bitter, and not every day is cruel.]]''
* When Harry is cradling Maggie:
-->''I looked down at the child, a sleepy, warm little presence who had simply accepted what meager shelter and comfort I had been able to offer. And I thought my heart would break. Break more. Because I knew that I couldn't be what she needed. That I could never giver what she had to have to stand a chance of growing up strong and sane and happy.\\
Because I had made a deal. If I hadn't done it, she'd be dead--but because I had, I couldn't be what she deserved to have.
** And [[spoiler: Maggie's scared of her own father's face. Oh sweet merciful God.]]