->''"It's your sense of alienation from self that provides, perhaps, the deepest terror. Where other meters measure how traumatized you are by the things that happen to you, Self measures how traumatized you are by your own reactions to those things. To put it another way, the only thing you can ever really be 100% sure of is "I think, therefore I am." The Self meter measures how uncertain you are about the "I" in that statement."''
-->-- ''TabletopGame/UnknownArmies'' corebook.

When a painful betrayal of one's self image, self-loathing, internal conflict, personal failing/flaw or guilt is PlayedForDrama.

Can cover:
* WhatHaveIBecome
* TomatoInTheMirror
* GollumMadeMeDoIt
* TheKillerInMe
* DeadAllAlong
* TheMindIsAPlaythingOfTheBody
* MyGodWhatHaveIDone
* HeelRealization
* MyGreatestFailure

Related to PsychologicalHorror.
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!!Examples:

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* ''Anime/NeonGenesisEvangelion'': all the main cast, but Shinji Ikari might be the poster boy for this trope. A person with very high moral standards, but a weak and tender heart that cannot shoulder them against the odds. He develops a ''bad'' case of self-loathing, reaching a DespairEventHorizon after the final angel and a MoralEventHorizon for himself after DudeShesLikeInAComa.
* ''Anime/PerfectBlue'', along with a healthy dose of PsychologicalHorror and SurrealHorror. Yay, loss of identity and emotional insecurity!
* {{Sankarea}}: Rea has this when she starts to succumb to her zombie nature.
* ''Anime/TengenToppaGurrenLagann'': happens to the Spiral King in the prologue/parallel works.

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* The origin of ComicBook/SpiderMan involves this, as Uncle Ben's death is indirectly caused by Peter's irresponsibility.

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* ''Film/TaxiDriver'' is all about the protagonist projecting his self-loathing on others, where his antagonists are just placeholders for the things he hates about himself or wants for himself.
* In TheFilmOfTheBook of ''Film/FourteenOhEight'', the overall schtick of the titular hotel room seems to be dragging guests kicking and screaming through the darkest corners of their own subconscious and beating them over the head with their own doubts, fears, and regrets. Mike Enslin discovers this to his extreme detriment.

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* This is what the horror of {{Room 101}} in ''Literature/NineteenEightyFour'' is all about. Using your greatest fears to get you to betray the most important thing about yourself, to destroy your self-image by making you betray everything and anything that's left of what you valued before they arrested you.

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* Done in both the TabletopGame/OldWorldOfDarkness and [[TabletopGame/NewWorldOfDarkness the new one]], especially the [[TabletopGame/VampireTheMasquerade Vampire]] [[TabletopGame/VampireTheRequiem gamelines]].
* ''TabletopGame/UnknownArmies'' has the Self madness meter, which is meant to address this trope specifically.

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