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I'm Holly, though you can refer to me as Fellsing, Fell, Fells or, by a select few, Fifi...
No, I'm not kidding about that last one. Some people on one of my roleplaying boards have started calling me 'Fifi'.
I am an aspiring author of both original stories and some fanfiction. When writing or coming up with story ideas, I tend to focus more on characters and dialogue than I do plot, so if any of my stories come across as having a RandomEventsPlot, I apologise. It's something I hope to work on over time.
Note: to fully enjoy the rest of this page, please imagine it as spoken by comedian Andy Parsons from Series/MockTheWeek, as I apparently sound like him whenever I'm telling a joke or am overly excited. Trust me, once you start, you CantUnhearIt.
----
!!These tropes that best describe me:
* AliceAllusion: Literature/AlicesAdventuresInWonderland and its sequel are some of my favourite books, so expect a references to it in some of my works, from characters named Alice, to [[WhiteBunny white rabbits]], to [[ChessMotif chess]] or PlayingCardMotifs, and to the use of mirrors.
* AllOfTheOtherReindeer: When I was in my early to mid teens, and especially in my last year of school.
* ApologizesALot: See GuiltComplex below.
* ArtEvolution: My drawing has really improved in the last couple of years. My humans now have proper necks and shoulders, for one.
* AspergerSyndrome
* BerserkButton: I have a tendency to get irritated very easily, unfortunately, but especially when people:
** Try to talk about subjects they clearly don't understand.
** Try and talk to me while in deep thought and/or trying to focus on something.
** Talk down to me. This happens a lot, sadly.
** Get frustrated with me because I don't understand what they're trying to say.
** Interrupt or talk over me.
** Dismiss my concerns and fears as "unimportant". Sometimes they might be quite right about this (see NervousWreck below), but it doesn't make it any less hurtful.
* BigEater
* BlackComedy: I'm quite the fan of this.
* BlondeBrunetteRedhead: I have been all three at some time or another.
* BrilliantButLazy: I'm a quite a good cook, and, according to my family and friends, not a bad writer either. Unfortunately, I'm incredibly lazy and don't usually get much done during the day.
* CatchPhrase: I have a couple.
** "Howdy" and "Heeeeeeey" are my common greetings.
** "Oki dokes" and "Alrighty" when agreeing with someone.
** "Yeah, but, see, here's the thing, right..." Usually occurs when I'm giving some bullshit excuse.
** "Ah, good times." When I'm reminiscing about various [[NoodleIncident Noodle Incidents]] of the past. Usually used ironically.
** "It'll be great, we can all go!" Also often used ironically.
** "You're making it worse!"
** "Good luck with your endeavours!"
* CatScare: I am very jumpy, and often frightened by my cat at night, as she has a tendency to go crazy during the nighttime and run around like a mad thing.
* CelebCrush: Creator/NoelFielding. Don't you judge me. He's awesome.
* CloudCuckooLander: I am often described by my family as being 'away with the fairies'.
* CreepyMonotone
* CutenessProximity: Particularly when it comes to a CuteKitten or BunniesForCuteness.
* DeadpanSnarker: I have my moments.
** StepfordSnarker: A lot of my sarcastic or dryly humorous moments tend to occur after a tense moment or when I'm doing something I don't particularly enjoy, so I probably classify as one.
* TheDitz: Sometimes. I've even got the [[DumbBlonde blonde hair]] to go with it.
* TheEeyore
* EmoTeen: Went through this phase during my early teens. It didn't last long.
* FeminineWomenCanCook: [[SubvertedTrope Subverted]]; I'm not overtly feminine, though I'm no tomboy either, and I've recently found that I have quite talent for cooking. Unfortunately, I'm so [[BrilliantButLazy lazy]], I don't cook that often.
* FlatJoy: [[WesternAnimation/MyLittlePonyFriendshipIsMagic Yay.]]
* FourPhilosophyEnsemble: In my family, I'm the Realist, with my mother being the Optimist, my father being the Cynic, and my brother being the Apathetic.
* FourTemperamentEnsemble: In my family, I am Melancholic, with my mother being Phlegmatic, my father being Chloric and my brother being Sanguine.
* GratuitousSpanish: I tend to drop in words like 'Amigo', 'Gracias' and 'Compadre' when speaking sometimes.
* GreenEyedMonster: I get jealous very easily, to the point that, only a year or so ago, I could have been considered a ClingyJealousGirl.
* GrumpyBear: More often than not.
* GuiltComplex: When something goes wrong or someone is upset or angry, [[ApologizesALot expect me to apologize]], even when it's not my fault.
* {{Hikikomori}}: Though I prefer the term [[TheHermit hermit]].
* IceQueen: Due to my Aspergers, I'm incredibly shy and tend to come off as very cold and sometimes even [[JerkAss rude]] to those who don't know me very well. Generally, when I get more comfortable with people, I tend to [[DefrostingIceQueen defrost]], though there are exceptions.
* IJustWantToBeSpecial: Sometimes I wish I had [[SuperHero superpowers]] or was a MagicalGirl, though not the [[Anime/PuellaMagiMadokaMagica Madoka]] kind of MagicalGirl.
* IncurableCoughOfDeath: [[AvertedTrope Averted!]] Well... at least, I hope so. I actually have a chronic cough that I've had for at least a year now. Sometimes it dissipates, but it always comes back, usually at night when I'm trying to sleep. I've seen my doctor about it and she thinks it might be either a nervous cough or a type of asthma. I now have my very own NerdyInhaler which I use only when my cough is at its very worst.
* TheLoad: I sometimes feel like this.
* MirrorScare: I have a fear of mirrors, and really hate it when I have to go to the bathroom at night and I see my own reflection staring back at me in the dark.
* MoodSwinger: I am a walking case of MoodWhiplash.
* MuseAbuse: It's mild, but it's there. If I try out a new experience, like going somewhere I've never been to before or attending a social gathering, I do so usually for the sake of the experience, so I can add it to my list of real-life experiences to further help me in my writing.
* MyHairCameOutGreen: During my early teen years, I went through a phase of trying to dye my hair [[FieryRedhead red]]. However, my hair is quite light in colour, a sort of darkish blonde to be exact, and once, it came out a very bright, pale orange. I kind of liked it, actually, though I was a lot more careful in the future.
* {{Nerd}}: And proud.
* NervousWreck: Due to an anxiety disorder, I unfortunately am one.
* NightmareFetishist: Despite being somewhat squeamish, I'm a huge fan of the horror genre and I think I actually enjoy scaring myself at times. What other reason, after all, do I have for continuously watching [[LetsPlays Let's Players]] play [[Videogame/FiveNightsAtFreddys Five Nights At Freddy's]] and its [[Videogame/FiveNightsAtFreddys2 various]] [[Videogame/FiveNightsAtFreddys3 sequels]]?
* NightmareFuelColouringBook: Some of the notebooks and scrapbooks full of my old drawings are this. As well as being very crudely drawn, some of drawings are surprisingly violent. One has to wonder was going through my younger self's mind.
* NoIndoorVoice: Occasionally. I have a tendency to speak loudly in public without realising it, due to my faulty hearing.
* OlderThanTheyLook: Apparently, people find it difficult to believe I am an adult.
* OldShame: Just thinking about some my older drawings and stories on my deviantArt makes me cringe.
* OneOfTheKids: A lot of my friends when I was younger tended to be at least a year younger than me, and even now I'm adult, I'm still very child-like in my hobbies and understanding of the world around me.
* TheParanoiac: Due to my NervousWreck status.
* PeekABangs
* PerpetualFrowner: I rarely ever smile.
* TheQuietOne / ShrinkingViolet
* RapunzelHair: As I'm too lazy to get my hair cut, my hair usually gets to ridiculous lengths. At the moment, it's reasonably long, though it probably will become overgrown at some point.
* SelfInsertFic: A lot of my old stories used to be this. Less so these days, though my characters probably have at least a few of my traits.
* SiblingYinYang: With my older brother. He's the Yang to my Yin, the [[RedOniBlueOni Red Oni to my Blue Oni]].
* SirSwearsALot: I tend to drop the [[ClusterFBomb Cluster F Bombs]] often, much to my family's dismay.
* SpotOfTea: Yes, I am English, and I like tea. Yes, IAmVeryBritish. Now let's please move on.
* StepfordSmiler: When talking to me on the internet, you'll often see me cheerfully greeting other people, voicing my own opinions on topics, and often either using the '^^', 'X3' or 'XD' faces. Trust me, I am [[TheEeyore nothing]] [[TheQuietOne like]] [[ShrinkingViolet that]] in [[RealityEnsues real life]].
* SuperOCD: I suffer from OCD, and it is the main contributor to my NervousWreck status.
* SweetTooth: I do like me some chocolate brownies and vanilla ice cream.
* ThirdPersonPerson: Sometimes, I will refer to myself in third person online.
* [[TrademarkFavouriteFood Trademark Favourite Drink]]: Coca cola. Along with [[SpotOfTea tea]], it's one of the beverages I drink the most.
* VerbalTic: While I don't usually notice it, a couple of people have informed me that I have a tendency to give a weird little laugh at the end of my sentences, usually when I'm nervous or over excited.
** I also have a weird tendency to refer to people, both men and women, as 'bro'.
* WhyDidItHaveToBeSnakes: While I actually have many fears (including snakes), my biggest fear is of the dark. Just the idea of being in a dark room alone, without the single hint of sound and unable to fully see what's in front of me... NothingIsScarier, indeed.
No, I'm not kidding about that last one. Some people on one of my roleplaying boards have started calling me 'Fifi'.
I am an aspiring author of both original stories and some fanfiction. When writing or coming up with story ideas, I tend to focus more on characters and dialogue than I do plot, so if any of my stories come across as having a RandomEventsPlot, I apologise. It's something I hope to work on over time.
Note: to fully enjoy the rest of this page, please imagine it as spoken by comedian Andy Parsons from Series/MockTheWeek, as I apparently sound like him whenever I'm telling a joke or am overly excited. Trust me, once you start, you CantUnhearIt.
----
!!These tropes that best describe me:
* AliceAllusion: Literature/AlicesAdventuresInWonderland and its sequel are some of my favourite books, so expect a references to it in some of my works, from characters named Alice, to [[WhiteBunny white rabbits]], to [[ChessMotif chess]] or PlayingCardMotifs, and to the use of mirrors.
* AllOfTheOtherReindeer: When I was in my early to mid teens, and especially in my last year of school.
* ApologizesALot: See GuiltComplex below.
* ArtEvolution: My drawing has really improved in the last couple of years. My humans now have proper necks and shoulders, for one.
* AspergerSyndrome
* BerserkButton: I have a tendency to get irritated very easily, unfortunately, but especially when people:
** Try to talk about subjects they clearly don't understand.
** Try and talk to me while in deep thought and/or trying to focus on something.
** Talk down to me. This happens a lot, sadly.
** Get frustrated with me because I don't understand what they're trying to say.
** Interrupt or talk over me.
** Dismiss my concerns and fears as "unimportant". Sometimes they might be quite right about this (see NervousWreck below), but it doesn't make it any less hurtful.
* BigEater
* BlackComedy: I'm quite the fan of this.
* BlondeBrunetteRedhead: I have been all three at some time or another.
* BrilliantButLazy: I'm a quite a good cook, and, according to my family and friends, not a bad writer either. Unfortunately, I'm incredibly lazy and don't usually get much done during the day.
* CatchPhrase: I have a couple.
** "Howdy" and "Heeeeeeey" are my common greetings.
** "Oki dokes" and "Alrighty" when agreeing with someone.
** "Yeah, but, see, here's the thing, right..." Usually occurs when I'm giving some bullshit excuse.
** "Ah, good times." When I'm reminiscing about various [[NoodleIncident Noodle Incidents]] of the past. Usually used ironically.
** "It'll be great, we can all go!" Also often used ironically.
** "You're making it worse!"
** "Good luck with your endeavours!"
* CatScare: I am very jumpy, and often frightened by my cat at night, as she has a tendency to go crazy during the nighttime and run around like a mad thing.
* CelebCrush: Creator/NoelFielding. Don't you judge me. He's awesome.
* CloudCuckooLander: I am often described by my family as being 'away with the fairies'.
* CreepyMonotone
* CutenessProximity: Particularly when it comes to a CuteKitten or BunniesForCuteness.
* DeadpanSnarker: I have my moments.
** StepfordSnarker: A lot of my sarcastic or dryly humorous moments tend to occur after a tense moment or when I'm doing something I don't particularly enjoy, so I probably classify as one.
* TheDitz: Sometimes. I've even got the [[DumbBlonde blonde hair]] to go with it.
* TheEeyore
* EmoTeen: Went through this phase during my early teens. It didn't last long.
* FeminineWomenCanCook: [[SubvertedTrope Subverted]]; I'm not overtly feminine, though I'm no tomboy either, and I've recently found that I have quite talent for cooking. Unfortunately, I'm so [[BrilliantButLazy lazy]], I don't cook that often.
* FlatJoy: [[WesternAnimation/MyLittlePonyFriendshipIsMagic Yay.]]
* FourPhilosophyEnsemble: In my family, I'm the Realist, with my mother being the Optimist, my father being the Cynic, and my brother being the Apathetic.
* FourTemperamentEnsemble: In my family, I am Melancholic, with my mother being Phlegmatic, my father being Chloric and my brother being Sanguine.
* GratuitousSpanish: I tend to drop in words like 'Amigo', 'Gracias' and 'Compadre' when speaking sometimes.
* GreenEyedMonster: I get jealous very easily, to the point that, only a year or so ago, I could have been considered a ClingyJealousGirl.
* GrumpyBear: More often than not.
* GuiltComplex: When something goes wrong or someone is upset or angry, [[ApologizesALot expect me to apologize]], even when it's not my fault.
* {{Hikikomori}}: Though I prefer the term [[TheHermit hermit]].
* IceQueen: Due to my Aspergers, I'm incredibly shy and tend to come off as very cold and sometimes even [[JerkAss rude]] to those who don't know me very well. Generally, when I get more comfortable with people, I tend to [[DefrostingIceQueen defrost]], though there are exceptions.
* IJustWantToBeSpecial: Sometimes I wish I had [[SuperHero superpowers]] or was a MagicalGirl, though not the [[Anime/PuellaMagiMadokaMagica Madoka]] kind of MagicalGirl.
* IncurableCoughOfDeath: [[AvertedTrope Averted!]] Well... at least, I hope so. I actually have a chronic cough that I've had for at least a year now. Sometimes it dissipates, but it always comes back, usually at night when I'm trying to sleep. I've seen my doctor about it and she thinks it might be either a nervous cough or a type of asthma. I now have my very own NerdyInhaler which I use only when my cough is at its very worst.
* TheLoad: I sometimes feel like this.
* MirrorScare: I have a fear of mirrors, and really hate it when I have to go to the bathroom at night and I see my own reflection staring back at me in the dark.
* MoodSwinger: I am a walking case of MoodWhiplash.
* MuseAbuse: It's mild, but it's there. If I try out a new experience, like going somewhere I've never been to before or attending a social gathering, I do so usually for the sake of the experience, so I can add it to my list of real-life experiences to further help me in my writing.
* MyHairCameOutGreen: During my early teen years, I went through a phase of trying to dye my hair [[FieryRedhead red]]. However, my hair is quite light in colour, a sort of darkish blonde to be exact, and once, it came out a very bright, pale orange. I kind of liked it, actually, though I was a lot more careful in the future.
* {{Nerd}}: And proud.
* NervousWreck: Due to an anxiety disorder, I unfortunately am one.
* NightmareFetishist: Despite being somewhat squeamish, I'm a huge fan of the horror genre and I think I actually enjoy scaring myself at times. What other reason, after all, do I have for continuously watching [[LetsPlays Let's Players]] play [[Videogame/FiveNightsAtFreddys Five Nights At Freddy's]] and its [[Videogame/FiveNightsAtFreddys2 various]] [[Videogame/FiveNightsAtFreddys3 sequels]]?
* NightmareFuelColouringBook: Some of the notebooks and scrapbooks full of my old drawings are this. As well as being very crudely drawn, some of drawings are surprisingly violent. One has to wonder was going through my younger self's mind.
* NoIndoorVoice: Occasionally. I have a tendency to speak loudly in public without realising it, due to my faulty hearing.
* OlderThanTheyLook: Apparently, people find it difficult to believe I am an adult.
* OldShame: Just thinking about some my older drawings and stories on my deviantArt makes me cringe.
* OneOfTheKids: A lot of my friends when I was younger tended to be at least a year younger than me, and even now I'm adult, I'm still very child-like in my hobbies and understanding of the world around me.
* TheParanoiac: Due to my NervousWreck status.
* PeekABangs
* PerpetualFrowner: I rarely ever smile.
* TheQuietOne / ShrinkingViolet
* RapunzelHair: As I'm too lazy to get my hair cut, my hair usually gets to ridiculous lengths. At the moment, it's reasonably long, though it probably will become overgrown at some point.
* SelfInsertFic: A lot of my old stories used to be this. Less so these days, though my characters probably have at least a few of my traits.
* SiblingYinYang: With my older brother. He's the Yang to my Yin, the [[RedOniBlueOni Red Oni to my Blue Oni]].
* SirSwearsALot: I tend to drop the [[ClusterFBomb Cluster F Bombs]] often, much to my family's dismay.
* SpotOfTea: Yes, I am English, and I like tea. Yes, IAmVeryBritish. Now let's please move on.
* StepfordSmiler: When talking to me on the internet, you'll often see me cheerfully greeting other people, voicing my own opinions on topics, and often either using the '^^', 'X3' or 'XD' faces. Trust me, I am [[TheEeyore nothing]] [[TheQuietOne like]] [[ShrinkingViolet that]] in [[RealityEnsues real life]].
* SuperOCD: I suffer from OCD, and it is the main contributor to my NervousWreck status.
* SweetTooth: I do like me some chocolate brownies and vanilla ice cream.
* ThirdPersonPerson: Sometimes, I will refer to myself in third person online.
* [[TrademarkFavouriteFood Trademark Favourite Drink]]: Coca cola. Along with [[SpotOfTea tea]], it's one of the beverages I drink the most.
* VerbalTic: While I don't usually notice it, a couple of people have informed me that I have a tendency to give a weird little laugh at the end of my sentences, usually when I'm nervous or over excited.
** I also have a weird tendency to refer to people, both men and women, as 'bro'.
* WhyDidItHaveToBeSnakes: While I actually have many fears (including snakes), my biggest fear is of the dark. Just the idea of being in a dark room alone, without the single hint of sound and unable to fully see what's in front of me... NothingIsScarier, indeed.
to:
I'm Holly, Fellsing, though you can refer to call me as Fellsing, Fell, Fells or, by a select few, Fifi...
No, I'm not kidding about that last one. Some people on one of my roleplaying boards have started calling me 'Fifi'.
I am an aspiring author of both original stories and some fanfiction. When writingor coming up with story ideas, I tend to focus more on characters and dialogue than I do plot, so Fifi if any of my stories come across as having a RandomEventsPlot, I apologise. It's something I hope to work on over time.
Note: to fully enjoy the rest of this page, please imagine it as spoken by comedian Andy Parsons from Series/MockTheWeek, as I apparently sound like him whenever I'm telling a joke or am overly excited. Trust me, onceyou start, you CantUnhearIt.
----
!!These tropes that best describe me:
* AliceAllusion: Literature/AlicesAdventuresInWonderland and its sequel are some of my favourite books, so expect a references to it in some of my works, from characters named Alice, to [[WhiteBunny white rabbits]], to [[ChessMotif chess]] or PlayingCardMotifs, and to the use of mirrors.
* AllOfTheOtherReindeer: When I was in my early to mid teens, and especially in my last year of school.
* ApologizesALot: See GuiltComplex below.
* ArtEvolution: My drawing has really improved in the last couple of years. My humans now have proper necks and shoulders, for one.
* AspergerSyndrome
* BerserkButton: I have a tendency to get irritated very easily, unfortunately, but especially when people:
** Try to talk about subjects they clearly don't understand.
** Try and talk to me while in deep thought and/or trying to focus on something.
** Talk down to me. This happens a lot, sadly.
** Get frustrated with me because I don't understand what they're trying to say.
** Interrupt or talk over me.
** Dismiss my concerns and fears as "unimportant". Sometimes they might be quite right about this (see NervousWreck below), but it doesn't make it any less hurtful.
* BigEater
* BlackComedy: I'm quite the fan of this.
* BlondeBrunetteRedhead: I have been all three at some time or another.
* BrilliantButLazy: I'm a quite a good cook, and, according to my family and friends, not a bad writer either. Unfortunately, I'm incredibly lazy and don't usually get much done during the day.
* CatchPhrase: I have a couple.
** "Howdy" and "Heeeeeeey" are my common greetings.
** "Oki dokes" and "Alrighty" when agreeing with someone.
** "Yeah, but, see, here's the thing, right..." Usually occurs when I'm giving some bullshit excuse.
** "Ah, good times." When I'm reminiscing about various [[NoodleIncident Noodle Incidents]] of the past. Usually used ironically.
** "It'll be great, we can all go!" Also often used ironically.
** "You're making it worse!"
** "Good luck with your endeavours!"
* CatScare: I am very jumpy, and often frightened by my cat at night, as she has a tendency to go crazy during the nighttime and run around like a mad thing.
* CelebCrush: Creator/NoelFielding. Don't you judge me. He's awesome.
* CloudCuckooLander: I am often described by my family as being 'away with the fairies'.
* CreepyMonotone
* CutenessProximity: Particularly when it comes to a CuteKitten or BunniesForCuteness.
* DeadpanSnarker: I have my moments.
** StepfordSnarker: A lot of my sarcastic or dryly humorous moments tend to occur after a tense moment or when I'm doing something I don't particularly enjoy, so I probably classify as one.
* TheDitz: Sometimes. I've even got the [[DumbBlonde blonde hair]] to go with it.
* TheEeyore
* EmoTeen: Went through this phase during my early teens. It didn't last long.
* FeminineWomenCanCook: [[SubvertedTrope Subverted]]; I'm not overtly feminine, though I'm no tomboy either, and I've recently found that I have quite talent for cooking. Unfortunately, I'm so [[BrilliantButLazy lazy]], I don't cook that often.
* FlatJoy: [[WesternAnimation/MyLittlePonyFriendshipIsMagic Yay.]]
* FourPhilosophyEnsemble: In my family, I'm the Realist, with my mother being the Optimist, my father being the Cynic, and my brother being the Apathetic.
* FourTemperamentEnsemble: In my family, I am Melancholic, with my mother being Phlegmatic, my father being Chloric and my brother being Sanguine.
* GratuitousSpanish: I tend to drop in words like 'Amigo', 'Gracias' and 'Compadre' when speaking sometimes.
* GreenEyedMonster: I get jealous very easily, to the point that, only a year or so ago, I could have been considered a ClingyJealousGirl.
* GrumpyBear: More often than not.
* GuiltComplex: When something goes wrong or someone is upset or angry, [[ApologizesALot expect me to apologize]], even when it's not my fault.
* {{Hikikomori}}: Though I prefer the term [[TheHermit hermit]].
* IceQueen: Due to my Aspergers, I'm incredibly shy and tend to come off as very cold and sometimes even [[JerkAss rude]] to those who don't know me very well. Generally, when I get more comfortable with people, I tend to [[DefrostingIceQueen defrost]], though there are exceptions.
* IJustWantToBeSpecial: Sometimes I wish I had [[SuperHero superpowers]] or was a MagicalGirl, though not the [[Anime/PuellaMagiMadokaMagica Madoka]] kind of MagicalGirl.
* IncurableCoughOfDeath: [[AvertedTrope Averted!]] Well... at least, I hope so. I actually have a chronic cough that I've had for at least a year now. Sometimes it dissipates, but it always comes back, usually at night when I'm trying to sleep. I've seen my doctor about it and she thinks it might be either a nervous cough or a type of asthma. I now have my very own NerdyInhaler which I use only when my cough is at its very worst.
* TheLoad: I sometimes feel like this.
* MirrorScare: I have a fear of mirrors, and really hate it when I have to go to the bathroom at night and I see my own reflection staring back at me in the dark.
* MoodSwinger: I am a walking case of MoodWhiplash.
* MuseAbuse: It's mild, but it's there. If I try out a new experience, like going somewhere I've never been to before or attending a social gathering, I do so usually for the sake of the experience, so I can add it to my list of real-life experiences to further help me in my writing.
* MyHairCameOutGreen: During my early teen years, I went through a phase of trying to dye my hair [[FieryRedhead red]]. However, my hair is quite light in colour, a sort of darkish blonde to be exact, and once, it came out a very bright, pale orange. I kind of liked it, actually, though I was a lot more careful in the future.
* {{Nerd}}: And proud.
* NervousWreck: Due to an anxiety disorder, I unfortunately am one.
* NightmareFetishist: Despite being somewhat squeamish, I'm a huge fan of the horror genre and I think I actually enjoy scaring myself at times. What other reason, after all, do I have for continuously watching [[LetsPlays Let's Players]] play [[Videogame/FiveNightsAtFreddys Five Nights At Freddy's]] and its [[Videogame/FiveNightsAtFreddys2 various]] [[Videogame/FiveNightsAtFreddys3 sequels]]?
* NightmareFuelColouringBook: Some of the notebooks and scrapbooks full of my old drawings are this. As well as being very crudely drawn, some of drawings are surprisingly violent. One has to wonder was going through my younger self's mind.
* NoIndoorVoice: Occasionally. I have a tendency to speak loudly in public without realising it, due to my faulty hearing.
* OlderThanTheyLook: Apparently, people find it difficult to believe I am an adult.
* OldShame: Just thinking about some my older drawings and stories on my deviantArt makes me cringe.
* OneOfTheKids: A lot of my friends when I was younger tended to be at least a year younger than me, and even now I'm adult, I'm still very child-like in my hobbies and understanding of the world around me.
* TheParanoiac: Due to my NervousWreck status.
* PeekABangs
* PerpetualFrowner: I rarely ever smile.
* TheQuietOne / ShrinkingViolet
* RapunzelHair: As I'm too lazy to get my hair cut, my hair usually gets to ridiculous lengths. At the moment, it's reasonably long, though it probably will become overgrown at some point.
* SelfInsertFic: A lot of my old stories used to be this. Less so these days, though my characters probably have at least a few of my traits.
* SiblingYinYang: With my older brother. He's the Yang to my Yin, the [[RedOniBlueOni Red Oni to my Blue Oni]].
* SirSwearsALot: I tend to drop the [[ClusterFBomb Cluster F Bombs]] often, much to my family's dismay.
* SpotOfTea: Yes, I am English, and I like tea. Yes, IAmVeryBritish. Now let's please move on.
* StepfordSmiler: When talking to me on the internet, you'll often see me cheerfully greeting other people, voicing my own opinions on topics, and often either using the '^^', 'X3' or 'XD' faces. Trust me, I am [[TheEeyore nothing]] [[TheQuietOne like]] [[ShrinkingViolet that]] in [[RealityEnsues real life]].
* SuperOCD: I suffer from OCD, and it is the main contributor to my NervousWreck status.
* SweetTooth: I do like me some chocolate brownies and vanilla ice cream.
* ThirdPersonPerson: Sometimes, I will refer to myself in third person online.
* [[TrademarkFavouriteFood Trademark Favourite Drink]]: Coca cola. Along with [[SpotOfTea tea]], it's one of the beverages I drink the most.
* VerbalTic: While I don't usually notice it, a couple of people have informed me that I have a tendency to give a weird little laugh at the end of my sentences, usually when I'm nervous or over excited.
** I also have a weird tendency to refer to people, both men and women, as 'bro'.
* WhyDidItHaveToBeSnakes: While I actually have many fears (including snakes), my biggest fear is of the dark. Just the idea of being in a dark room alone, without the single hint of sound and unable to fully see what's in front of me... NothingIsScarier, indeed.prefer.
No, I'm not kidding about that last one. Some people on one of my roleplaying boards have started calling me 'Fifi'.
I am an aspiring author of both original stories and some fanfiction. When writing
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!!These tropes that best describe me:
* AliceAllusion: Literature/AlicesAdventuresInWonderland and its sequel are some of my favourite books, so expect a references to it in some of my works, from characters named Alice, to [[WhiteBunny white rabbits]], to [[ChessMotif chess]] or PlayingCardMotifs, and to the use of mirrors.
* AllOfTheOtherReindeer: When I was in my early to mid teens, and especially in my last year of school.
* ApologizesALot: See GuiltComplex below.
* ArtEvolution: My drawing has really improved in the last couple of years. My humans now have proper necks and shoulders, for one.
* AspergerSyndrome
* BerserkButton: I have a tendency to get irritated very easily, unfortunately, but especially when people:
** Try to talk about subjects they clearly don't understand.
** Try and talk to me while in deep thought and/or trying to focus on something.
** Talk down to me. This happens a lot, sadly.
** Get frustrated with me because I don't understand what they're trying to say.
** Interrupt or talk over me.
** Dismiss my concerns and fears as "unimportant". Sometimes they might be quite right about this (see NervousWreck below), but it doesn't make it any less hurtful.
* BigEater
* BlackComedy: I'm quite the fan of this.
* BlondeBrunetteRedhead: I have been all three at some time or another.
* BrilliantButLazy: I'm a quite a good cook, and, according to my family and friends, not a bad writer either. Unfortunately, I'm incredibly lazy and don't usually get much done during the day.
* CatchPhrase: I have a couple.
** "Howdy" and "Heeeeeeey" are my common greetings.
** "Oki dokes" and "Alrighty" when agreeing with someone.
** "Yeah, but, see, here's the thing, right..." Usually occurs when I'm giving some bullshit excuse.
** "Ah, good times." When I'm reminiscing about various [[NoodleIncident Noodle Incidents]] of the past. Usually used ironically.
** "It'll be great, we can all go!" Also often used ironically.
** "You're making it worse!"
** "Good luck with your endeavours!"
* CatScare: I am very jumpy, and often frightened by my cat at night, as she has a tendency to go crazy during the nighttime and run around like a mad thing.
* CelebCrush: Creator/NoelFielding. Don't you judge me. He's awesome.
* CloudCuckooLander: I am often described by my family as being 'away with the fairies'.
* CreepyMonotone
* CutenessProximity: Particularly when it comes to a CuteKitten or BunniesForCuteness.
* DeadpanSnarker: I have my moments.
** StepfordSnarker: A lot of my sarcastic or dryly humorous moments tend to occur after a tense moment or when I'm doing something I don't particularly enjoy, so I probably classify as one.
* TheDitz: Sometimes. I've even got the [[DumbBlonde blonde hair]] to go with it.
* TheEeyore
* EmoTeen: Went through this phase during my early teens. It didn't last long.
* FeminineWomenCanCook: [[SubvertedTrope Subverted]]; I'm not overtly feminine, though I'm no tomboy either, and I've recently found that I have quite talent for cooking. Unfortunately, I'm so [[BrilliantButLazy lazy]], I don't cook that often.
* FlatJoy: [[WesternAnimation/MyLittlePonyFriendshipIsMagic Yay.]]
* FourPhilosophyEnsemble: In my family, I'm the Realist, with my mother being the Optimist, my father being the Cynic, and my brother being the Apathetic.
* FourTemperamentEnsemble: In my family, I am Melancholic, with my mother being Phlegmatic, my father being Chloric and my brother being Sanguine.
* GratuitousSpanish: I tend to drop in words like 'Amigo', 'Gracias' and 'Compadre' when speaking sometimes.
* GreenEyedMonster: I get jealous very easily, to the point that, only a year or so ago, I could have been considered a ClingyJealousGirl.
* GrumpyBear: More often than not.
* GuiltComplex: When something goes wrong or someone is upset or angry, [[ApologizesALot expect me to apologize]], even when it's not my fault.
* {{Hikikomori}}: Though I prefer the term [[TheHermit hermit]].
* IceQueen: Due to my Aspergers, I'm incredibly shy and tend to come off as very cold and sometimes even [[JerkAss rude]] to those who don't know me very well. Generally, when I get more comfortable with people, I tend to [[DefrostingIceQueen defrost]], though there are exceptions.
* IJustWantToBeSpecial: Sometimes I wish I had [[SuperHero superpowers]] or was a MagicalGirl, though not the [[Anime/PuellaMagiMadokaMagica Madoka]] kind of MagicalGirl.
* IncurableCoughOfDeath: [[AvertedTrope Averted!]] Well... at least, I hope so. I actually have a chronic cough that I've had for at least a year now. Sometimes it dissipates, but it always comes back, usually at night when I'm trying to sleep. I've seen my doctor about it and she thinks it might be either a nervous cough or a type of asthma. I now have my very own NerdyInhaler which I use only when my cough is at its very worst.
* TheLoad: I sometimes feel like this.
* MirrorScare: I have a fear of mirrors, and really hate it when I have to go to the bathroom at night and I see my own reflection staring back at me in the dark.
* MoodSwinger: I am a walking case of MoodWhiplash.
* MuseAbuse: It's mild, but it's there. If I try out a new experience, like going somewhere I've never been to before or attending a social gathering, I do so usually for the sake of the experience, so I can add it to my list of real-life experiences to further help me in my writing.
* MyHairCameOutGreen: During my early teen years, I went through a phase of trying to dye my hair [[FieryRedhead red]]. However, my hair is quite light in colour, a sort of darkish blonde to be exact, and once, it came out a very bright, pale orange. I kind of liked it, actually, though I was a lot more careful in the future.
* {{Nerd}}: And proud.
* NervousWreck: Due to an anxiety disorder, I unfortunately am one.
* NightmareFetishist: Despite being somewhat squeamish, I'm a huge fan of the horror genre and I think I actually enjoy scaring myself at times. What other reason, after all, do I have for continuously watching [[LetsPlays Let's Players]] play [[Videogame/FiveNightsAtFreddys Five Nights At Freddy's]] and its [[Videogame/FiveNightsAtFreddys2 various]] [[Videogame/FiveNightsAtFreddys3 sequels]]?
* NightmareFuelColouringBook: Some of the notebooks and scrapbooks full of my old drawings are this. As well as being very crudely drawn, some of drawings are surprisingly violent. One has to wonder was going through my younger self's mind.
* NoIndoorVoice: Occasionally. I have a tendency to speak loudly in public without realising it, due to my faulty hearing.
* OlderThanTheyLook: Apparently, people find it difficult to believe I am an adult.
* OldShame: Just thinking about some my older drawings and stories on my deviantArt makes me cringe.
* OneOfTheKids: A lot of my friends when I was younger tended to be at least a year younger than me, and even now I'm adult, I'm still very child-like in my hobbies and understanding of the world around me.
* TheParanoiac: Due to my NervousWreck status.
* PeekABangs
* PerpetualFrowner: I rarely ever smile.
* TheQuietOne / ShrinkingViolet
* RapunzelHair: As I'm too lazy to get my hair cut, my hair usually gets to ridiculous lengths. At the moment, it's reasonably long, though it probably will become overgrown at some point.
* SelfInsertFic: A lot of my old stories used to be this. Less so these days, though my characters probably have at least a few of my traits.
* SiblingYinYang: With my older brother. He's the Yang to my Yin, the [[RedOniBlueOni Red Oni to my Blue Oni]].
* SirSwearsALot: I tend to drop the [[ClusterFBomb Cluster F Bombs]] often, much to my family's dismay.
* SpotOfTea: Yes, I am English, and I like tea. Yes, IAmVeryBritish. Now let's please move on.
* StepfordSmiler: When talking to me on the internet, you'll often see me cheerfully greeting other people, voicing my own opinions on topics, and often either using the '^^', 'X3' or 'XD' faces. Trust me, I am [[TheEeyore nothing]] [[TheQuietOne like]] [[ShrinkingViolet that]] in [[RealityEnsues real life]].
* SuperOCD: I suffer from OCD, and it is the main contributor to my NervousWreck status.
* SweetTooth: I do like me some chocolate brownies and vanilla ice cream.
* ThirdPersonPerson: Sometimes, I will refer to myself in third person online.
* [[TrademarkFavouriteFood Trademark Favourite Drink]]: Coca cola. Along with [[SpotOfTea tea]], it's one of the beverages I drink the most.
* VerbalTic: While I don't usually notice it, a couple of people have informed me that I have a tendency to give a weird little laugh at the end of my sentences, usually when I'm nervous or over excited.
** I also have a weird tendency to refer to people, both men and women, as 'bro'.
* WhyDidItHaveToBeSnakes: While I actually have many fears (including snakes), my biggest fear is of the dark. Just the idea of being in a dark room alone, without the single hint of sound and unable to fully see what's in front of me... NothingIsScarier, indeed.
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** "Good luck with your endeavours!"
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* ThirdPersonPerson: Sometimes, I will refer to myself in third person online.
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* BlondeBrunetteRedhead: I have been all three at some time or another.
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I'm Holly, though you can refer to me as Fellsing, Fell, Fells or Fellzy. I am an aspiring author of both original stories and some fanfiction. When writing or coming up with story ideas, I tend to focus more on characters and dialogue than I do plot, so if any of my stories come across as having a RandomEventsPlot, I apologise. It's something I hope to work on over time.
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I'm Holly, though you can refer to me as Fellsing, Fell, Fells or Fellzy. or, by a select few, Fifi...
No, I'm not kidding about that last. Some people on one of my roleplaying boards have started calling me 'Fifi'.
I am an aspiring author of both original stories and some fanfiction. When writing or coming up with story ideas, I tend to focus more on characters and dialogue than I do plot, so if any of my stories come across as having a RandomEventsPlot, I apologise. It's something I hope to work on over time.
No, I'm not kidding about that last. Some people on one of my roleplaying boards have started calling me 'Fifi'.
I am an aspiring author of both original stories and some fanfiction. When writing or coming up with story ideas, I tend to focus more on characters and dialogue than I do plot, so if any of my stories come across as having a RandomEventsPlot, I apologise. It's something I hope to work on over time.
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** "Howdy." My common greeting.
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** "Howdy." My "Howdy" and "Heeeeeeey" are my common greeting.greetings.
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* FlatJoy: [[WesternAnimation/FriendshipIsMagic [[WesternAnimation/MyLittlePonyFriendshipIsMagic Yay.]]
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* FlatJoy: Often.
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* FlatJoy: Often.[[WesternAnimation/FriendshipIsMagic Yay.]]
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* AllOfTheOtherReindeer: When I was in my early to mid teens, and especially in my last year of school.
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** "Ah, good times." When I'm reminiscing. Usually used ironically.
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** "Ah, good times." When I'm reminiscing.reminiscing about various [[NoodleIncident Noodle Incidents]] of the past. Usually used ironically.
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* SuperOCD: I suffer from OCD, and it is the main contributor to my NervousWreck status.
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** I also have a weird tendency to refer to people, both men and women, as 'bro'.
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* FeminineWomenCanCook: [[SubvertedTrope Subvert]]; I'm not overtly feminine, though I'm no tomboy either, and I've recently found that I have quite talent for cooking. Unfortunately, I'm so [[BrilliantButLazy lazy]], I don't cook that often.
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* FeminineWomenCanCook: [[SubvertedTrope Subvert]]; Subverted]]; I'm not overtly feminine, though I'm no tomboy either, and I've recently found that I have quite talent for cooking. Unfortunately, I'm so [[BrilliantButLazy lazy]], I don't cook that often.
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* BigEater
* BlackComedy: I'm quite the fan of this.
* BrilliantButLazy: I'm a quite a good cook, and, according to my family and friends, not a bad writer either. Unfortunately, I'm incredibly lazy and don't usually get much done during the day.
* BlackComedy: I'm quite the fan of this.
* BrilliantButLazy: I'm a quite a good cook, and, according to my family and friends, not a bad writer either. Unfortunately, I'm incredibly lazy and don't usually get much done during the day.
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* BlackComedy: I'm quite the fan of this.
* BrilliantButLazy: I'm a quite a good cook, and, according to my family and friends, not a bad writer either. Unfortunately, I'm incredibly lazy and don't usually get much done during the day.
* BlackComedy: I'm quite the fan of this.
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* CelebCrush: Creator/NoelFielding. Don't you judge me. He's awesome.
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* TheParanoiac: Due to my NervousWreck status.
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* CutenessProximity: Particularly when it comes to a CuteKitten or BunniesForCuteness.
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* MoodSwinger: I am a walking case of MoodWhiplash.
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I'm Holly, though you can refer to me as Fellsing, Fell, Fells or Fellzy. I am an aspiring author of both original stories and some fanfiction. When writing or coming up with story ideas, I tend to focus more on characters and dialogue than I do plot, so if any of my stories come across as having a RandomEventsPlot, I apologise. It's something I hope to work on over time.
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I'm Holly, though you can refer to me as Fellsing, Fell, Fells or Fellzy. I am an aspiring author of both original stories and some fanfiction. When writing or coming up with story ideas, I tend to focus more on characters and dialogue than I do plot, so if any of my stories come across as having a RandomEventsPlot, I apologise. It's something I hope to work on over time.
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Howdy.
I'm Holly, though you can refer to me as Fellsing, Fell, Fells or Fellzy. I am an aspiring author of both original stories and some fanfiction. When writing or coming up with story ideas, I tend to focus more on characters and dialogue than I do plot, so if any of my stories come across as having a RandomEventsPlot, I apologise. It's something I hope to work on over time.
I'm Holly, though you can refer to me as Fellsing, Fell, Fells or Fellzy. I am an aspiring author of both original stories and some fanfiction. When writing or coming up with story ideas, I tend to focus more on characters and dialogue than I do plot, so if any of my stories come across as having a RandomEventsPlot, I apologise. It's something I hope to work on over time.
* BigEater
* BrilliantButLazy: I'm a quite a good cook, and, according to my family and friends, not a bad writer either. Unfortunately, I'm incredibly lazy and don't usually get much done during the day.
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* FlatJoyFeminineWomenCanCook: [[SubvertedTrope Subvert]]; I'm not overtly feminine, though I'm no tomboy either, and I've recently found that I have quite talent for cooking. Unfortunately, I'm so [[BrilliantButLazy lazy]], I don't cook that often.
* FlatJoy: Often.
* FlatJoy: Often.
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* SpotOfTea: Yes, I am English, and I like tea. Yes, IAmVeryBritish. Now let's please move on.
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* SweetTooth: I do like me some chocolate brownies and vanilla ice cream.
* [[TrademarkFavouriteFood Trademark Favourite Drink]]: Coca cola. Along with [[SpotOfTea tea]], it's one of the beverages I drink the most.
* [[TrademarkFavouriteFood Trademark Favourite Drink]]: Coca cola. Along with [[SpotOfTea tea]], it's one of the beverages I drink the most.
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** "Oki dokes" and "Alrighty" when agreeing with someone.
* BlackComedy: I'm quite the fan of this.
* CloudCuckooLander: I am often described by my family as being 'away with the fairies'.
* TheDitz: Sometimes. I've even got the [[DumbBlonde blonde hair]] to go with it.
* TheEeyore
* EmoTeen: Went through this phase during my early teens. It didn't last long.
* TheEeyore
* EmoTeen: Went through this phase during my early teens. It didn't last long.
* TheLoad: I sometimes feel like this.
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* NightmareFetishist: Despite being somewhat squeamish, I'm a huge fan of the horror genre and I think I actually enjoy scaring myself at times. What other reason, after all, do I have for continuously watching various [[LetsPlays Let's Players]] play [[Videogame/FiveNightsAtFreddys Five Nights At Freddy's]] and its [[Videogame/FiveNightsAtFreddys2 various]] [[Videogame/FiveNightsAtFreddys3 sequels]]?
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* NightmareFetishist: Despite being somewhat squeamish, I'm a huge fan of the horror genre and I think I actually enjoy scaring myself at times. What other reason, after all, do I have for continuously watching various [[LetsPlays Let's Players]] play [[Videogame/FiveNightsAtFreddys Five Nights At Freddy's]] and its [[Videogame/FiveNightsAtFreddys2 various]] [[Videogame/FiveNightsAtFreddys3 sequels]]?
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* OldShame: Just thinking about some my older drawings and stories on my deviantArt makes me cringe.
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* RapunzelHair: As I'm too lazy to get my hair cut, my hair usually gets to ridiculous lengths. At the moment, it's reasonably long, though it probably will become overgrown at some point.
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* StepfordSmiler: When talking to me on the internet, you'll often see me cheerfully greeting other people, voicing my own opinions on topics, and often either using the '^^', 'X3' or 'XD' faces. Trust me, I am [[TheEeyore nothing]] [[TheQuietOne like]] [[ShrinkingViolet that]] in [[RealityEnsues real life]].
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* AliceAllusion: Literature/AlicesAdventuresInWonderland and its sequel are some of my favourite books, so expect a references to it in some of my works, from characters named Alice, to [[WhiteBunny white rabbits]], to [[ChessMotif chess]] or PlayingCardMotifs, and to the use of mirrors.
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* CatScare: I am very jumpy, and often frightened by my cat at night, as she has a tendency to go crazy during the nighttime and run around like a mad thing.
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* FourPhilosophyEnsemble: In my family, I'm the Realist, with my mother being the Optimist, my father being the Cynic, and my brother being the Apathetic.
* FourTemperamentEnsemble: In my family, I am Melancholic, with my mother being Phlegmatic, my father being Chloric and my brother being Sanguine.
* FourTemperamentEnsemble: In my family, I am Melancholic, with my mother being Phlegmatic, my father being Chloric and my brother being Sanguine.
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* MirrorScare: I have a fear of mirrors, and really hate it when I have to go to the bathroom at night and I see my own reflection staring back at me in the dark.
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* CreepyMonotone
* GratuitousSpanish: I tend to drop in words like 'Amigo', 'Gracias' and 'Compadre' when speaking sometimes.
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* IncurableCoughOfDeath: [[AvertedTropes Averted!]] Well... at least, I hope so. I actually have a chronic cough that I've had for at least a year now. Sometimes it disapates, but it comes back, usually at night when I'm trying to sleep.
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* IJustWantToBeSpecial: Sometimes I wish I had [[SuperHero superpowers]] or was a MagicalGirl, though not the [[Anime/PuellaMagiMadokaMagica Madoka]] kind of MagicalGirl.
* IncurableCoughOfDeath:[[AvertedTropes [[AvertedTrope Averted!]] Well... at least, I hope so. I actually have a chronic cough that I've had for at least a year now. Sometimes it disapates, dissipates, but it always comes back, usually at night when I'm trying to sleep.sleep. I've seen my doctor about it and she thinks it might be either a nervous cough or a type of asthma. I now have my very own NerdyInhaler which I use only when my cough is at its very worst.
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* {{Nerd}}: And proud.
* NightmareFuelColouringBook: Some of the notebooks and scrapbooks full of my old drawings are this. As well as being very crudely drawn, some of drawings are surprisingly violent. One has to wonder was going through my younger self's mind.
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* SirSwearsALot: I tend to drop the ClusterFBombs often, much to my family's dismay.
* VerbalTic: While I don't usually notice it, a couple of people have informed me that I have a tendency to give a weird little laugh at the end of my sentences, usually when I'm nervous or over excited.
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* SirSwearsALot: I tend to drop the ClusterFBombs [[ClusterFBomb Cluster F Bombs]] often, much to my family's dismay.
* VerbalTic: While I don't usually notice it, a couple of people have informed me that I have a tendency to give a weird little laugh at the end of my sentences, usually when I'm nervous or overexcited.excited.
* WhyDidItHaveToBeSnakes: While I actually have many fears (including snakes), my biggest fear is of the dark. Just the idea of being in a dark room alone, without the single hint of sound and unable to fully see what's in front of me... NothingIsScarier, indeed.
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* CatchPhrase: I have a couple.
** "Howdy." My common greeting.
** "Yeah, but, see, here's the thing, right..." Usually occurs when I'm giving some bullshit excuse.
** "Ah, good times." When I'm reminiscing. Usually used ironically.
** "It'll be great, we can all go!" Also often used ironically.
** "Howdy." My common greeting.
** "Yeah, but, see, here's the thing, right..." Usually occurs when I'm giving some bullshit excuse.
** "Ah, good times." When I'm reminiscing. Usually used ironically.
** "It'll be great, we can all go!" Also often used ironically.
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* GreenEyedMonster: I get jealous very easily, to the point that, only a year or so ago, I could have been considered a ClingyJealousGirl.
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* MuseAbuse: It's mild, but it's there. If I try out a new experience, like going somewhere I've never been to before or attending a social gathering, I do so usually for the sake of the experience, so I can add it to my list of real-life experiences to further help me in my writing.
* MyHairCameOutGreen: During my early teen years, I went through a phase of trying to dye my hair [[FieryRedhead red]]. However, my hair is quite light in colour, a sort of darkish blonde to be exact, and once, it came out a very bright, pale orange. I kind of liked it, actually, though I was a lot more careful in the future.
* MyHairCameOutGreen: During my early teen years, I went through a phase of trying to dye my hair [[FieryRedhead red]]. However, my hair is quite light in colour, a sort of darkish blonde to be exact, and once, it came out a very bright, pale orange. I kind of liked it, actually, though I was a lot more careful in the future.
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* OlderThanTheyLook: Apparently, people find it difficult to believe I am an adult.
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* IceQueen: Due to my Aspergers, I'm incredibly shy and tend to come off as very cold and sometimes even [[Jerkass rude]] to those who don't know me very well. Generally, when I get more comfortable with people, I tend to [[DefrostingIceQueen defrost]], though it often takes some time.
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* GrumpyBear: More often than not.
* GuiltComplex: When something goes wrong or someone is upset or angry, [[ApologizesALot expect me to apologize]], even when it's not my fault.
* {{Hikikomori}}: Though I prefer the term [[TheHermit hermit]].
* IceQueen: Due to my Aspergers, I'm incredibly shy and tend to come off as very cold and sometimes even[[Jerkass [[JerkAss rude]] to those who don't know me very well. Generally, when I get more comfortable with people, I tend to [[DefrostingIceQueen defrost]], though there are exceptions.
* IncurableCoughOfDeath: [[AvertedTropes Averted!]] Well... at least, I hope so. I actually have a chronic cough that I've had for at least a year now. Sometimes itoften takes some time.disapates, but it comes back, usually at night when I'm trying to sleep.
* GuiltComplex: When something goes wrong or someone is upset or angry, [[ApologizesALot expect me to apologize]], even when it's not my fault.
* {{Hikikomori}}: Though I prefer the term [[TheHermit hermit]].
* IceQueen: Due to my Aspergers, I'm incredibly shy and tend to come off as very cold and sometimes even
* IncurableCoughOfDeath: [[AvertedTropes Averted!]] Well... at least, I hope so. I actually have a chronic cough that I've had for at least a year now. Sometimes it
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* PerpetualFrowner: I rarely ever smile.
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** Stepford Snarker: A lot of my sarcastic or dryly humorous moments tend to occur after a tense moment or when I'm doing something I don't particularly enjoy, so I probably classify as one.
* FlatJoy
* IceQueen: Due to my Aspergers, I'm incredibly shy and tend to come off as very cold and sometimes even [[Jerkass rude]] to those who don't know me very well. Generally, when I get more comfortable with people, I tend to [[DefrostingIceQueen defrost]], though it often takes some time.
* FlatJoy
* IceQueen: Due to my Aspergers, I'm incredibly shy and tend to come off as very cold and sometimes even [[Jerkass rude]] to those who don't know me very well. Generally, when I get more comfortable with people, I tend to [[DefrostingIceQueen defrost]], though it often takes some time.
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* TheQuietOne / ShrinkingViolet
* SiblingYinYang: With my older brother. He's the Yang to my Yin, the [[RedOniBlueOni Red Oni to my Blue Oni]].
* SiblingYinYang: With my older brother. He's the Yang to my Yin, the [[RedOniBlueOni Red Oni to my Blue Oni]].
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* ArtEvolution: My drawing has really improved in the last couple of years. My humans now have proper necks and shoulders, for one.
* DeadpanSnarker: I have my moments.
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* OneOfTheKids: A lot of my friends when I was younger tended to be at least a year younger than me, and even now I'm adult, I'm still very child-like in my hobbies and understanding of the world around me.
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* NightmareFetishist: Despite being somewhat squeamish, I'm a huge fan of the horror genre and I think I actually enjoy scaring myself at times. What other reason, after all, do I have for continuously watching various [[LetsPlays Let's Players]] play [[Videogame/FiveNightsAtFreddys Five Nights At Freddy's]] and its [[Videogame/FiveNightsAtFreddys2 various]] [[Videogame/FiveNightsAtFreddys3 sequels]]?
* OneOfTheKids: A lot of my friends when I was younger tended to be at least a year younger than me, and even now I'm adult, I'm still very child-like in my hobbies and understanding of the world aroundme.me.
* VerbalTic: While I don't usually notice it, a couple of people have informed me that I have a tendency to give a weird little laugh at the end of my sentences, usually when I'm nervous or over excited.
* OneOfTheKids: A lot of my friends when I was younger tended to be at least a year younger than me, and even now I'm adult, I'm still very child-like in my hobbies and understanding of the world around
* VerbalTic: While I don't usually notice it, a couple of people have informed me that I have a tendency to give a weird little laugh at the end of my sentences, usually when I'm nervous or over excited.
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* Adorkable: ...AspergerSyndrome
* BerserkButton: I have a tendency to get irritated very easily, unfortunately, but especially when people:
** Try to talk about subjects they clearly don't understand.
** Try and talk to me while in deep thought and/or trying to focus on something.
** Talk down to me. This happens a lot, sadly.
** Get frustrated with me because I don't understand what they're trying to say.
** Dismiss my concerns and fears as "unimportant". Sometimes they might be quite right about this (see NervousWreck below), but it doesn't make it any less hurtful.
* NervousWreck: Due to an anxiety disorder, I unfortunately am one.
* OneOfTheKids: A lot of my friends when I was younger tended to be at least a year younger than me, and even now I'm adult, I'm still very child-like in my hobbies and understanding of the world around me.
* BerserkButton: I have a tendency to get irritated very easily, unfortunately, but especially when people:
** Try to talk about subjects they clearly don't understand.
** Try and talk to me while in deep thought and/or trying to focus on something.
** Talk down to me. This happens a lot, sadly.
** Get frustrated with me because I don't understand what they're trying to say.
** Dismiss my concerns and fears as "unimportant". Sometimes they might be quite right about this (see NervousWreck below), but it doesn't make it any less hurtful.
* NervousWreck: Due to an anxiety disorder, I unfortunately am one.
* OneOfTheKids: A lot of my friends when I was younger tended to be at least a year younger than me, and even now I'm adult, I'm still very child-like in my hobbies and understanding of the world around me.
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!!These tropes that best describe me:
*Adorkable: ...
!!These tropes that best describe me:
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