History TearJerker / OrphanBlack

* The fight between Cosima and Delphine at Westmoreland’s party comes to a head with Cosima bitterly noting that their entire relationship is her pushing too hard and Delphine making choices without Cosima’s consent. Delphine goes a bit quiet at this, and says that they have to either end things for good or accept things as they are, silently acknowledging that this is just who they are as people and they will likely never change. [[CrowningMomentOfHeartwarming Thankfully, this grows from Tear Jerker to [=CMOH=] when Cosima decides to accept it]].

* 4x07 has everyone [[HeroicBSOD struggling to cope]] with what just happened. Even ''Susan Duncan'' gets close to being a [[TheWoobie woobie]]. The worst is when Allison breaks down into a [[CryCute sobbing mess]] while writing a sympathy card.

* Sarah's panicked screams when [[AdultFear she realizes that Kira's gone off with Helena. Then again when Kira gets hit by a car.]]

* Basically all of 4x06, but especially the flashback revealing why Beth committed suicide, as well as the ending: Kendall's assassination and Evie Cho's takeover of neolution.

* While in this season Delphine is allowed to leave the island for research purposes, it's pretty clear that she is - or at least feels like she's considered to be - a prisoner. The whole time that Cosima thought Delphine was dead, Delphine was trapped on an island, knowing what Cosima must've been thinking, unable to leave or even tell the woman she loves that she hasn't been killed.

** This becomes worse upon the realization that this is Delphine officially putting on the JerkassFacade she'll have for the rest of the season, all done so that she could stay in the best possible position to keep the sisters safe. The only way to protect the people she loves is to deliberately make herself miserable.

* Sarah crying because [[spoiler:she thought Kira thought she was dead.]]
--> "No, Fee, no, oh god, Fee, [[spoiler:they can't think I'm dead Fe, ''Kira can't think I'm dead!''"]]
* When Sarah [[spoiler: goes to the neolutionist club to rescue Paul]], Felix tells her to try not to die. He tries to lighten the mood with his usual witty one-liners, but its painfully clear that he's terrified for her.

* Sarah's panicked screams when [[spoiler: [[AdultFear she realizes that Kira's gone off with Helena. Then again when Kira gets hit by a car.]]]]
** Then in the next episode, she bursts into tears [[spoiler: at the hospital]].

--> '''Kira''': [[spoiler: Helena?]] What happened to you?
--> '''[[spoiler: Helena]]''': I don't know...
* Helena's gut-wrenching reaction to seeing [[spoiler: Kira hit by a car.]] She looks more horrified than ''Sarah''.

* [[spoiler: Cosima finding out that Delphine was a neolutionist.]]
** Delphine desperately trying to [[spoiler: convince Cosima that she really ''does'' love her, she is genuinely trying to keep her safe and she would ''never'' put Sarah's child in danger. It sounds too good to be true, Delphine's heartfelt assurance are ''exactly what she wants to hear'', and she cannot take the risk.]] The audience knows that every word is true. ''Cosima doesn't.''
* Delphine stoically accepts any and all accusations of [[spoiler: betraying the clones to Leekie because she knows her own motivations and she trusts Cosima to hear her out. It's very clear that she is willing to explain herself for as long as it takes, and that she understands Cosima's anger. And then Cosima attacks the one thing she thought was real for both of them--the one thing that Delphine isn't confident about, the one thing that they both had treasured as utterly, completely real--]] and it ''shatters'' her.
--> '''Delphine:''' ''*tearful laugh*'' I had never [[spoiler: been with a woman before-]]

* The way Cosima just gives a horrible, low, wordless ''wail'' as soon as [[spoiler: the door closes behind Delphine.]] You can tell her whole world and all the hopes it had contained just walked away from her.
* Helena crying and screaming as she tries to escape the cage, finally managing to get to her phone and immediately calling for help. She turns instinctively to Sarah... [[spoiler: who shows up and puts a gun to her head.]]
** Her first words when she's forced to call Sarah are a desperate [[spoiler:"Is Kira all right? ... ''It was an accident!''" She would ''never'' hurt that little girl, and everyone is convinced she would. And when Sarah shows up, Helena swears she will never try to see her 'angel' again.]] What happened to [[spoiler:Kira]] wasn't her fault, but she feels like it was...
** The look of utterly miserable resignation on her face when [[spoiler:she thinks the one person she wants to like her is about to become her murderer is ''awful''.]]

* [[spoiler: "They ''patented'' us."]]

* [[spoiler: ''"You killed the woman I've been dreaming of my whole life!"'']]
* [[spoiler: The death of Helena]]. We all knew it was going to have to happen, but nobody expected it to be so soon, or so ''sudden''. [[spoiler: And the fact that even as she stands there covered in blood, having just beating the ever-loving ''crap'' out of Sarah, with absolutely nothing left to lose, Helena is still lost and confused and afraid. She only ever wanted to be loved... but she's too dangerous to be allowed to run free with no one to control her, and she doesn't ''understand''.]]
** [[spoiler: Helena is like a fighting pit bull. She had it in her at birth to be an absolute sweet-hearted angel, to have just as much capacity for love as Sarah or Cosima; but she was beaten and abused, kept in cages, forced to become a killer because it was only when she killed that she was shown any kind of affection or approval. She hurts people, and she can't stop, and it's not her fault because she's like a child, in pain and confused and not understanding what love is. The only kindness Sarah could show her was putting her out of her misery, exactly as you would with a pit-fighting dog that can never be re-homed because they don't know how to ''not hurt people''.]]
** [[spoiler: Then it turns out that Helena [[NotQuiteDead isn't quite dead]].]]
* After her confrontation with [[spoiler: Helena]], Sarah returns to Mrs. S's to find [[spoiler: the whole place trashed and empty. She runs upstairs calling for Mrs. S only to find that she and Kira are gone.]]
** Even worse when you consider that [[spoiler: everything Sarah did was to keep Kira safe. She almost went with Rachel Duncan for her.]]

* [[spoiler: Aynsley's death and everything that lead up to it. She was completely innocent in everything and had no idea what was going on - all she knew was that her once best friend kept finding new ways to betray her for no discernible reason, culminating with her death by Alison's negligence. Made even worse by the fact that Alison let her die for ''no reason at all'' (as far as the viewer is concerned). Aynesley was ''moving away''. Even if she ''was'' Alison's monitor, Alison would never have seen her again anyway.]]
* During [[spoiler: her arrest]], there's a brief moment when Sarah locks eyes with her daughter, fear and shame plainly on her face.

* Alison and Donnie toward the end of the season one finale. She's feeling horrible about [[spoiler: Aynesley's death]] but he comforts her and tells her he loves her. Just as Alison starts feeling better, [[spoiler: Donnie leaves to meet with Dr. Leekie. Alison's husband, the man she loved since high school and raised her children with, has betrayed her.]]

* Mrs. S. being forced to [[spoiler: kill her confidants, whom she has known for years, because they had betrayed her. And her haunted look when Sarah and Kira drive off without her.]]
--> '''Mrs. S.''': [[spoiler: Could you just tell me why? After all we've been through together -- why?]]
** The woman is rather sad [[spoiler: in her final moments]]. She shakes and stutters, her hands impaled by knives on the table, as her old friend [[spoiler: shoots her at point-blank range.]]
* Alison's grief and guilt over [[spoiler: Aynsley's death]] lead her to drinking more and more. [[spoiler: Then she learns that Donnie is her real monitor and that Felix and Sarah are skipping town, leaving her alone.]]

* Felix deciding to [[spoiler: part ways with Sarah once she starts staying with Cal]].

* The ending of ''Governed As It Were By Chance''. [[spoiler: Sarah is knocked out by Daniel and wakes up zip-tied to a shower. He pulls out a razor and starts cutting her behind her ear... when a noise interrupts him. He leaves the bathroom and is attacked, managing only to stumble back into Sarah's view bloody and near death. Helena appears like a ghost in a BloodSplatteredWeddingDress, prompting Sarah to scream even more than when she was being attacked. Helena slowly inches toward her ''sestra'' begging for help and gently embraces the crying, terrified Sarah.]]
** [[spoiler:Helena's WhamLine: ''"I think he took something from inside of me..."'']]
* Near the end of ''Ipsa Scientia Potestas Est'' [[spoiler: Sarah tries to stop Helena from killing Rachel with a sniper rifle, telling her that she needs her help. When Helena claims Sarah just wants to use her, Sarah tearfully tells her how she felt after she had shot her]].
--> [[spoiler: '''Sarah]]:''' I thought I killed you. I couldn't tell anyone what I lost. You came back. Please put... put the gun down.
--> [[spoiler: '''Helena]]:''' You make me cry, [[spoiler:sestra]].
* ''Everything'', absolutely everything, about [[spoiler: Ethan Duncan. Sarah finds him a cluttered, slightly rundown old house where he lives under the Birdwatcher's protection for twenty years. One of the creators of the clones is a sweet, frail, slightly forgetful old man who made too many mistakes and now lives in fear for his life. When he first sees Sarah, he asks if she's his daughter Rachel. Then he reveals that Leekie killed his wife in the fire and was forced to fake his death; all the while his precious daughter was being raised into the cruel, cold woman who's currently trying to ruin Sarah's life. He ''loved'' Rachel so much and he completely lost the chance to watch her grow up. That's all he and wife wanted, to have a daughter and raise a family. And now all he has are his little birds.]]
** Sarah telling him about the [[spoiler: other clones, Alison and Cosima, that Cosima is sick, and practically demanding his help because she just feels so overwhelmed by the conspiracy and all that has happened to her.]]
* Felix drunkenly admits to Art that [[spoiler: that he's tired of helping Sarah and hates being the guy who always gets kicked in the teeth by life because of his sister.]]
* [[spoiler: Helena expressing a desire to be a mother and quietly leaving with Gracie and Mark so Hank can return the fertilized eggs to her womb.]]
* Rachel [[spoiler: reunites with her thought-to-be-dead father and learns the truth about her mother's death -- that the man who raised her was responsible. Despite making arrangements with Marian Bowles to eliminate him, she warns Leekie because she does still care for him. Leekie looks genuinely heartbroken when he hears all this.]]

--> '''Alison''': You destroyed us Donnie, [[spoiler: with the spying and the lies.]] I love you so much and you ruined our family. And you're so ''stupid'' you don't even know why.
* Rachel decides to keep her relationship with [[spoiler: her father]] strictly professional, even calling him by "Professor". His disappointment is palpable.
** Rachel learns that [[spoiler: the clones are barren by design]] and goes on a mental frenzy. On the outside, she remains cool and controlled, but on the inside she imagines going on a rampage and destroying her office.
* [[spoiler: At the end of ''Variable and Full of Perturbation'', Cosima suffers a coughing fit that suddenly turns into a full-blow seizure that leaves her on the floor gasping for breath as she chokes on her own blood.]]
* [[spoiler: Rachel]]'s VillainousBreakdown is surprisingly poignant, especially when she starts to cry while [[spoiler: starting at a picture of Sarah and Kira. If it wasn't clear before, it's clear now that she really wants to be a mother, but that option was taken away from her a long time ago]].
* Sarah is very reluctant to [[spoiler: subject Kira to an invasive procedure to save Cosima's life]]. Then her horror when [[spoiler: Rachel attacks Felix and kidnaps Kira. This time, it's not a ploy by Mrs.S - Kira is really gone. No matter what Sarah does, her family is always in danger and there's nothing she can do about it short of giving up all her freedom and becoming a Dyad puppet.]]
** [[spoiler: She ''does'' become a Dyad puppet in the finale, throwing away her freedom and privacy for a chance to be with her daughter.]] Every second of it is heartbreaking.
* [[spoiler: Rachel admits to her father that she rewatches old tapes of her childhood because she forgot how it feels to be loved. Then Ethan commits suicide by poisoned tea to keep her from accessing his scientific knowledge of the clones because, even though he loves her, he knows she'll abuse that knowledge.]]
** [[spoiler: Ethan's last words were pretty much him lamenting what happened to his daughter.]]
--> '''Ethan''': My poor poor Rachel.
* The KickTheDog moment of [[spoiler: Delphine getting [[ReassignedToAntarctica sent to Germany]]]] by Rachel was pretty sad too, especially since [[spoiler: for all Delphine knows, Cosima's going to die, and she won't even get a chance to say goodbye]]. No matter what you think of [[spoiler: Delphine]]'s motives, it's pretty clear that she's genuinely in love, so Rachel's cruelty just ''hurts''.

* Sarah's horror and fury when she learns that Mrs. S [[spoiler:traded Helena away]]. She practically begs Sarah to understand, but Sarah just screams at her and storms off.
--> '''Sarah''': You're not my people.
* [[spoiler:Delphine breaks it off with Cosima]] due to work, both of them barely holding in their tears.
** This becomes worse upon the realization that [[spoiler: this is Delphine officially putting on the JerkassFacade she'll have for the rest of the season]], all done so that she could stay in the best possible position to keep the sisters safe. The only way to protect the people she loves is to deliberately make herself miserable.
* Just when it seemed like Sarah, Kira and Cal could all move into Cal's new house as a family, [[spoiler: Rudy threatens Kira with a gun. Fearing for her daughter's safety, Sarah sent her away to Iceland with Cal until the threat of Castor has passed. Its absolutely heartbreaking to see this family lose their second chance at being together.]]
* Art confesses that he feels responsible for Beth's death because he didn't pick up on the signs that she was suicidal. [[spoiler: And that he was in love with her]].
** This makes re-watching the pilot episode very painful. [[spoiler: Art was the last person Beth spoke to right before she killed herself. Just minutes later he called back, but she was already dead. He wouldn't know that the woman he loved had died until weeks later]].
* [[spoiler: Bonnie nearly kills Mark, which is made all the more painful with Gracie worrying that he might not come back.]]
** Sadly now its unclear if she still wants to be with him anymore, since she found out that [[spoiler: he was clone. In the next episode, Gracie takes off her wedding ring.]]
* Gracie [[spoiler: has a miscarriage and is exiled. Her own mother tells her that they only wanted her for what was in her womb, that she was being punished for running away, and without the baby she's worth nothing to them.]]
* The sight of [[spoiler: Abel Johanssen's bones after Sarah digs up his grave. He was just a baby...]]

-->'''Helena''': My sestra. She tears my heart.
* [[spoiler: Paul's death]] just stunned the entire fandom. [[spoiler: After getting fatally stabbed by Miller while trying to escape Castor HQ, he finds Sarah a way to safety and tells her to go on without him, then confesses that he's always loved her. Bleeding heavily, he manages to make it to Coady's lab and confronts her one last time about what's she and her sons have done to multiple innocent women. She shoots him for it, but then he lets his grenade fall... and its over.]]
* Several of Sarah's hallucinations, liking chasing after Kira. But the most heartbreaking of all: [[spoiler: Beth. Sarah has an imaginary conversation with the woman whose life she stole so long ago, wherein Beth discusses her life and death, obviously bitter about the terrible hand she'd been dealt.]]

* Felix shows a surprising cruel side when he ruthlessly taunts [[spoiler: Rachel about her missing eye]]. He then comes close to breaking down, showing that his nastiness is just an expression of his fear for Sarah's safety, but it doesn't help when [[spoiler: Rachel]] starts to cry.
* [[spoiler: Rachel]] painting with a childhood picture of herself and her father in view.
* Mrs. S and Felix are hiding the fact that [[spoiler: Sarah's missing]] so Kira won't worry. She was afraid that [[spoiler: her mom wouldn't talk to her because she was angry]], but Mrs. S and Felix swear its nothing serious.
* When Gracie overhears [[spoiler: that the Castor clones are [[YourDaysAreNumbered mayflies]] and realizes that Mark might die soon.]]
* [[spoiler: The reveal that Krystal, one of the most endearing characters on the show, was kidnapped, placed in a medically-induced coma, and used as a body double for Rachel. Just earlier in the episode, Sarah tried to kept her out of the conspiracy out of compassion, [[NiceJobBreakingItHero but it's partially Sarah's fault that she's in this situation]].]]
* When Mrs. S. finds her old friend Terry dying and with his last words, he tells her that the prisoner she's looking to kill [[spoiler: is actually her own mother.]]

* Helena staying with [[spoiler: Rudy]] as he dies is possibly the most tender time the words [[spoiler: "you were a rapist"]] were ever spoken
* Delphine's tearful goodbye to Cosima, before [[spoiler: she ends up getting shot in a parking garage.]]
-->'''Delphine''': Give your sisters all my love.

* Watching [[spoiler:Beth]]'s slow breakdown in the première is heartbreaking, especially since we know as a ForegoneConclusion that she is eventually [[spoiler:DrivenToSuicide]].

* Beth's horror when she [[spoiler:accidentally shot Maggie Chen]]. She ran to M.K. for help because she couldn't tell anyone else why she did it: [[spoiler: after seeing a group of Neolutionists performing a bizarre surgery on one of their own, she fled down an alley and was so afraid of getting caught that she fired at the first person she saw. Worse, one of those Neolutionists had infiltrated the police department, and Beth felt more trapped than ever]].
* M.K.'s desperate attempt to [[spoiler:keep Beth from leaving her]] in the second episode flashback, and the highly visible guilt she displays in the present-day scenes. [[spoiler:Beth's goodbye to her is quite heartbreaking as well]], especially since we know what follows.

* Basically all of 4x06, but especially the flashback revealing why Beth committed suicide, as well as the ending: [[spoiler:Kendall's assassination and Evie Cho's takeover of neolution]].
** And having the latter two moments occur in front of designated woobie Cosima is already hard enough, but then adding ''particular'' injury to insult is [[spoiler: Evie Cho telling a distraught Cosima that Delphine was shot dead.]]
* 4x07 has everyone [[HeroicBSOD struggling to cope]] with what just happened. Even [[spoiler: ''Susan Duncan'']] gets close to being a [[TheWoobie woobie]]. The worst is when Allison breaks down into a [[CryCute sobbing mess]] while writing a sympathy card.
* In 4x09, Felix has to tell Adele [[spoiler: to leave for good, knowing it's too dangerous to have her around in the middle of all the conspiracy. Poor Fe just looks devastated as she leaves.]]
-->[[spoiler: '''Felix:''' Adele, you are so beautifully unsullied by all this shit, and I'm not gonna be the person who ruins that for you.]]
* The video of [[spoiler: [=BrightBorn=] doctors euthanizing a baby.]]

* [[spoiler: M.K.'s]] brutal death at the hands of [[spoiler:Ferdinand. As she soon as she takes her last breath, Kira has a FreakOut because she can feel M.K. dying]].
* Everything about poor Yanis: [[spoiler: As a boy, P.T. Westmoreland picked him up from an orphanage and started experimenting on him, causing him a great deal of pain and many health problems, until he became a savage beast-man. He lived chained up in a cage in Westmoreland's basement before he escaped and then roamed the island, free but cut off from the rest of mankind. Mud was the only person who ever truly cared for him]].
** In 5.05, [[spoiler: Westmoreland tries to get Cosima to shoot him, while poor Yanis is cowering in a corner, but she sets the gun down and declares that he can't take her humanity. She crouches down to Yanis's level and attempts to connect with him... only for Westmoreland to kill him instead]].
* In 5.08 [[spoiler: Ms. S dies. She takes down Ferdinand and her last moment is spent lovingly looking at a picture of Felix and Sarah.]]
** Poor Gracie [[spoiler: also dies. All she wanted was to live a long happy life with Mark, she even refused to give up Helena because she started to see Helena and her babies as family. Now her life ended getting coldly shot in the head, her future forever gone.]]

** [[spoiler: Ms S's funeral.]]
** [[spoiler: Poor Mark being put to sleep. He talks of his future plans with Gracie, who wants to be a Dental Hygienist and he wants to be a teacher. The real kicker, as he slips away he tells Coady "Goodnight Mum".]]
** Helena [[spoiler: trying to kill herself so her babies won't be experiments.]]
** We get flashbacks of [[spoiler: Helena's childhood and while it's been made pretty clear throughout the series that her childhood was horrible and filled with abuse, seeing that in action is just heartbreaking.]]

* [[spoiler: Paul's death]] just stunned the entire fandom. [[spoiler: After getting fatally stabbed by Miller while trying to escape Castor HQ, he finds Sarah a way to safety and tells her to go on without him, then confesses that he's always loved her. Bleeding heavily, he manages to make it to Coady's lab and confronts her one last time about what's she and her sons have done to multiple innocent women. She shoots him for it, but then he lets his grenade fall...and its over.]]

** In 5.05, [[spoiler: Westmoreland tries to get Cosima to shoot him, while poor Yanis is cowering in a corner, but she sets the gun down and declares that he can't take her humanity. She crouches down to Yanis's level and attempts to connect with him...only for Westmoreland to kill him instead]].